Life as a student?

2009-08-27T13:59:00.000+08:00

i hate blogggeeerrrrr....

anyway, had amath today.
it seriously messed up my schedule...
grrr
so change of plans, i wont study amath tonight, instead ill do emath papers.
At 4pm, ill study Bio;D till the time break fast.
Right now, ill concentrate on finishing my notes.

byes~

2009-08-21T16:01:00.001+08:00

I just cut my hair today! hahahah

lol

trim and layered;D

i know i said i would not cut my hair again till prom but

prom is 2 months away.

my hair would be too long! and i plan to wear my hair down.

actually, i took a few pics of my new haircut but couldnt upload it onto this..

stupid errors...

anyway, bulan Ramadhan kian menjelang! Yay! History lesson: Pada Tahun Hijrah yg Kedua, Allah s.w.t telah mewajibkan puasa pada bulan itu kpd umat Islam. Pada 17 Ramadhan tahun itu,muslimin telah memenagi peperangan Al-Kubra (which is 1 of the most known wars in Islam history)! Cool-kan! Jangan lupa beribadah dan beramallah banyak2 yea! Bantulah yg perlu&patut! Semoga yg baik didekatkan dan yg buruk dijauhkan. I knew about it when doing a project by my religious class. Its like everything (except the first part of the project is connected). Takdir!;D

Tahlil later at my place. hehe..

eh mangkuk on9 ah! lol

that was random.

okayy bb!

2009-08-19T16:59:00.001+08:00

wookay new post

Dear ~~Diary~~ Blog,

Today I received my mother Tongue GCE 'O' level results.

At first, I cried. I already expected to get A2. But What can i say? I am an emotional ____.

Just as I was about to cry, Rudy was like "hayati kau dapat berape?" most probably in an effort to "console" me(i think), sweet of him, if i thought correctly.

Then he went (facial expression) when i said i got A2.

Shah went "Hayati, you retaking kan?", as we dispersed.

I answered, "Most probably."

Syu and Fatin were looking at me when i cried as we dispersed.

They were at the other part of the hall with Mr Hisham.

And yes, so far, i have only cried at school for my grades other than that one time during superteens. It was a very emotional talk okay!

Anyway, can you believe only 7 out of 29 Sec 4 Express candidates got distinction?

A1: Natalia (Oral: Distinction), Ain, Amirah, Hamizah, Hakim

A2: Shah(Oral: Distinction), Hayati(Oral: Distinction)

Those that got A are confirmed cases as in i already predicted so.

Shah will be retaking his. Me? I'm not sure.

I talked to Kak Amalina. She said if i got a distinction for my oral then I'll most probably get an A1 but i have to consider other subjects. But is it worth the time? I have 7 more subjects.

I have prayed for months to get an A for Mother Tongue, even A2 was to be alright.

Now, I have an A2. Alhamdulillah! Bersyukur.

So far, none of my family members know.

I plan to keep this from them for a while.

Anyway, the chinese had 50% distinction. Congratulations! and not forgetting that one malay senior that got a distinction;)

Well blog, I'm calm now.

ps: and no, i dont always write like this.

2009-08-17T16:19:00.001+08:00

ok so ive completed oral!
yay!

sigh of relieve

now its out of my hands.

the teachers were nice

the pic and reading was fine. it was related to africa.

i think i did badly for conversation

its just... i talked about boring things.

i talked about australia. like who cares about the shoes in the house?

and they had to ask a lot of questions

oh boy.

and i was the first

=.=

ok byes

2009-08-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

stupid blogger
theres an error again.
anyway, ramadhan is coming!
im soooo happy!
its always fun during the fasting month;D
pada tahun kedua hijrah, ia diwajibkan berpuasa bagi muslim.
sidetrack haha

OMG tmr O level
like
AHHHHH
i feel so unprepared
like my mind is on set to standard english mode
and i have 2 freaking ulcers on my lips
thats y it looks so full.

oh and i had bio spa last friday & this time it rocked!
i was finally able to finish it!
like YAY! Alhamdullilah!

ok signing off...

2009-08-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

theres something wrong with blogger again.
completed SPA! YaY!
oh and i received this sms today
My DSA application was unsuccessful
surprisingly im not disturbed.
for some reason, im smiling.
maybe just too much today.
i have no idea

anyway, i love demi lovato !
her songs are very current.
Catch me-Demi lovato lyrics:

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And dont let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But your so hypnotising
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me similing in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
l'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But your so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
Your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me

;D

have EL oral on monday! i feel so unprepared! AHHH
i hope i get a nice one. i hope i will do well enough....
next wednesday: MT RESULTS
OMG! I really hope i do well so id be over it once and for all man.

2009-08-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hey yo!
its sunday
ive done nothing.
as in im not even close to completing my homework
omg

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Muacks(:
I'm proud to be a singaporean! lol

2009-08-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

Yay! tmr no test!
music to my ears!
i only have homework;D

Naziela just opened a chat window with me
lama tak nampak sehh. kes dulu..

anyway, had a debate today.
halfway thru, that cikgu datang.
kpo seh
asyik2 nak ambil OUR kelas.
The DEBATE ROCKED!
Woo hooo.
Go Natalia! Go Hayati! Go Farzanah! Go Ain! Go Hamizah!
Shiok seh bahas.
But nasib we were second. i was like ALHAMDULILLAH!
i wasnt done with the script.
seriously.. coz i got the mauduk wrong.
but i finished writing when hadi habis cakap;D yay!
ALHAMDULILLAH!

wookay, im signing off;D

2009-08-04T12:53:00.003+08:00

yoyoyoyo
lol
ahak! today, the-one-day i decided to look into his class. he caught me! argh. oh dear...
urgh. but knowing him and the tension-for-no-good-reason between us which will continue, he doesn't care. which is GREAT! lol[: i hope the tension would end.
moving on,
some teachers from china observed my class.
i broke a test tube yesterday. FIRST time...
anyway, i hope i get DSA.
it ends 13 aug so hopefully ill get an invitation from them.
My god, i want to masuk facebook but i cant enter. ehhmmm
ok i havent even completed my physics homework.
cya! oh, im in school.

2009-07-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

omg

my prelim english oral sucked.

too many "um"s and pauses. needs to inject more expression

alahai... i didnt even realise it. its so bad!

somehow, i think i got a B for MT oral too.

oh dear god..

2009-07-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

there is always an error on this thing.

had my Listening Compre.

marking the end of my MT O level exam. (FOR NOW) i hope i get a1!

anyways, did you see the soccer match between liverpool and singapore. It was freaking HOT!

like OMG!

to the LADIES out there who have no interest in soccer, let me put in an understandable language.

The first half was violent. Look at Nor alam shah. and that no.21 sg player. RABAK!

there was the fall of the no.20lp player. it was a high drp. kasihan dier. but it was very entertaining.

then there was the second half! the atackers came out. Indra shahdan!!! lol.

the liverpool players were drop dead fantastic! especially the 20-yr-old that score 2 goals baby. n i must say, he is handsome. Apart from that, there were 3 more goals in the game including one from the first half.

so its 5-0. there were very simple goals but hey, when there is no luck, there is no luck. the goals were simple but skillful. Our soccer players ROCKED! ahah.

i think they did well.. enough?.

urr, ape lagi eh.

mr kok said "leave her forehead alone" lol. he is so funny. if you were in my class youd know.

hmm, oh yes. I HAVENT WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE! any1 wanna watch it with me?

on the first day i wanted to watch it, ham cancelled. so disappointed. like seriously. then was planning to watch it after madrasah but the next movie was at 12. so merepek. n i did not like that lady selling tickets. treated me like a kid. I AM TAKING MY O LEVELS THIS YEAR! like HELLO!

all pupils taking ML was suppose to meet. i must say, THANK GOD! ive been observing the yp too. i didnt know about it till they said it so im not talking about it. im talking about the "mentel-ness". its too much. kalau ye pun tak yah ah show sangat. (rolls eyes) coz i saw a grp of g playing the the opposite orgnye button. jgn mcm gitu sangat ah. like menjatuhkan martabat sendiri labelling urself as ...

not to say all are like that, some are quite matured already. alhamdullilah. claps* (oh, and this is my view on things, no need to get worked up over it)

moving on, does any1 realise there is like 11 more weeks to O LEVEL! Study hard guys;D

2009-07-09T16:36:00.004+08:00

life as student.

just had mt MT ORAL!

omg i hope i said everything in bahasa baku.

doa doa kan eh.

it was about zaman remaja dan pancaroba2 yang ada.

omg! i hope i did well.

i wanted to say "tidak dinafikan bahawa semua manusia mengalami pancaroba tetapi.."

but i didnt.

they only asked me 2 questions. Is that a good sign?

hz.

my reading sucked.

seriously. i messed up the last part.

which i did not get to read coz the teacher timing for us just said, its time.

wth! anyways, i screwed up that last bit.

ya allah. semua di tanganmu.

2009-07-05T11:40:00.003+08:00

Hi!SPRING CARNIVAL ROCKED!

bought cheap sports stuff;)

very cheap!

but the goalkeeper shirt i bought for my bro was giant on him.

lol.

first went wif syu and hakim(her bro)

walked round and round.

wanted to go to the haunted house but the queue was long!

There were athletes from Usbezkistan.

FREAKING HOT! OMG! like those muscles are to die for.

i usually dont look but, omg! god forgive me!

thanks MR LEE for giving us that ticket!

he just walked passed us and said "i give you. i cant possibly finish it anyway."

at that point mira walked pass.

she had $1 left. so we shared, being the ones with the least amount of $$.

me, syu,hakim wif amira and aina and aisyah and amira's bro jln2!

went to gladiator!

me against mira's bro! violent but fun! ahahahahah. i beat him!

but he is only in p4!the pictures are in sequence. at the bottom.

coz first, here he is with freshly sprayed hair!

Cantik kan! that was after gladiator.

below are the gladiator photos!

2009-07-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

2009-07-05T11:30:00.003+08:00

2009-06-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

yay!

finished most of my homework.

still have BIO to do.

ive decided not to do poa so much.

only did 2 schools in the TSS,

bolehlah tu...

in search of a new library....

far far away. but closeby.

2009-06-22T17:49:00.005+08:00

YAY!

i've been told by Jun Chin that there will be no Amaths lesson tmr!

Yyyyyy-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-yyyyyyyyyyyyY!

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ok, i went to Bugis area and spent about $10.

first, we went to New2u. its a thrift shop.

i bought this coat at $2!

then we went to round and round in search for food.

after eating, we went round and round again.

i bought myself a badge.

Next, we headed to the gigantic library.

sadly, none of us knew that the library we were looking for was at the basement!

hais...

we went there for nothing. all the levels we went to were reference libraries.

so we walked down to Brah Basah there for kinokuniya.

what a place!

big man!

penat seh.

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yesterday, studied at the library.

bought cotton on stuff.

its quite cheap, i think...

i spent more in lot1 than bugis. lol.

sounds weird.

anyway, there was this very tall guy working there.

i felt so SHORT! ahhhhhhhhhh.

lol. but serious, i really felt short.

but dont let my size fool you. hahahahahah=.=lol

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2009-06-22T17:40:00.002+08:00

wah.

its been so longggg!

been rushing to complete my homework.

i hope they extend the holidays.

i still hav 2 bio papers, 1/2 physics paper and All Amaths and POA worksheets.

not to mention POA lead thing.

anyway, i cant believe nobody told us amaths was cancelled!

so unfair.

we were left there.

Ain Aina Amira Hamizah and me.

we waited for an hour!

then we decided to go to bpp lib.

went to MacD. first.

then jln round round. waited outside the library till it opened.

kasihan kami.

Anyways,

CONGRATS TO AMIRA'S HAMSTER FOR GIVING BIRTH!

2009-06-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

My dear Brother swore an oath to serve the country today!
NS. National Service.

Very memorable.

its his BMT (Basic Military Training) for now.

We went there to send him off.

We as in my family except my sis.

Mama and Papa (aunt and uncle) were nice enuf to give us a ride to pasir ris!

its like from one end of SG to the other end.

We parted. My Bro had to trade his IC for the green pass.

The rest of us went for a tour.

I must say, its not bad.

Its better than OBS camp facilities.

at least in my opinion.

oh, its in Pulau Tekong.

Cool right?

Anyways, met up with my brother again for lunch.

the food was quite nice. but the veggies were awful!

Moving on, we bid farewell.

And he moved with his "batch".

---

He called just now and said he is officially botak!

CANT WAIT TO SEE.

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we went back to the mainland.

then the mall beside pasir ris MRT.

went to eat. Spent like $30 on food at McDonalds.

And its like only for 4 ppl! lol.

its coz we tried out some stuff from the McCafe.

Slept on the ride home. We took the MRT.

Good Rest, its better than wasting time watching ppl walk by.

I WAS sound asleep!

At CCK, i swear i saw SF! I think i was too short for him to see.

Either that or he didnt recognize me.

Or maybe he saw me( and ignored me, as usual, & im fine with it)

whatever it is la eh....

sekali salah org lagi betul2 paiseh!

So in the train, there was this lady.

she had a full set of white hair.

but she didnt want to sit.

still have the will and energy to remain standing.

i gave up my seat to this guy carrying a little girl. SO CUTE!

caucasion. Curly hair, rosy red cheeks..... aaaduhhhaiii manis!

On the way home, got seventeen magazine!

actually i wanted to buy teenage coz Daniel Radcliffe (aka Harry Potter) was on the cover

then i looked at Seventeen magazine and saw Emma Watson (aka Hermione Granger) on the cover! i HAD to buy it!

Emma Watson is so pretty! very lady-like and down-to-earth(;

then there was this small section for demi lovato.

she said she was bullied in school.

complete with her very own "hate wall".

The wall was apparently like a "petition".

Anyway, point is, she was bullied for being on a Disney Show.

How stupid does that sound? immatured people.

She asked to go to private school. so it must have been really heart-breaking and tormenting for her.

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I hate the deterrence thing.

i mean the social studies.

its so confusing when i refer to the syllabus.

seriously.

i will ask Mr Jack on the 18th i think.

By then, Most of my SS notes would have been done.

I wont print if i have doubts.

And i have back up!

just in case suddenly my comp gets "attacked" and loses all memory;x

I plan to complete 3 chapters a day.

hopefully i can wake up by 7.

Use the comp b4 my lil bro!

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take care whoever you are reading this.

2009-06-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

oh my oh-so-complicated family.

Big bro- overly-friendly

sis- very emo.

LITTLE bro- step besar. IC pun belum dapat.

ME- easily irritated.

i cant say more.

2009-06-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

went to a debate competition at tampines regional library today.

ohhhhhhhhhhh

Ngee Ann against Aljunied.

wow, interesting to the core dudes and dudettes.

garang!

Both got into the semis.

congrats!

went with hamizah(:

thanks babe!

i was able to go coz coincidentally, my class was cancelled. (YAY!)

anyway, im confused bout tmr.

according to 4d, they were "booked" from 8.30 to 10.30.

but he already "booked" us at 8!

ape hal ini?

2009-06-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness.

i feel so embarrassed, abashed, ashamed, humiliated, chagrined, mortified, discombobulated, naive, gulible, stupid, foolish, puerile, infantile & the list goes on...

peanut was nvr at FSC.

so what was going on.

who was i seeing?

what was imagining?

why is this happening to me?

& who the hell gave me the nerve to ask peanut?

urgh!.

2009-06-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

paiseh seh!

omg!

peanut.

cut out from my board.

pleeease.

it was a waste of time.

as always.

ok, have homework to finish.

2009-06-09T10:28:00.007+08:00

Hi!

its a tuesday and i dont have any class today! yay!

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Yesterday, had class till 4. I was very dizzy from 2 onwards.

im not sure why.

anyway, went home as per usual.

somehow, i had the semangat to clean my room.

its now lemony fresh!

then i felt dizzy again.

its like after you spin in circles, you still feel like you are spinning.

even when i laid down on my bed, i felt like i was spinning.

never felt this way before.

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On sunday, my family and I went to East Coast Park. We didnt swim but simply enjoyed the surrounding. On the way there:

me & my lil brother.
My cousin;D

My cousin's brother, My cousin;P lol. sempat main guitar kat dlm van.

lepas tu, kitorang gi Tanjong Katong.

bought a pair of pants, one nice selendang and 2 long-sleeved tops from first lady.

sadly i couldnt find a black long-sleeved shirt. I want the lycra one to wear with my denim skirt. cari2 tak dapat;(

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Photo from Mr Prakash's b'day celebration with 4a:

very nice chocolate cake!

anyway, malas to upload the rest but nobody cares so i wont.

haha

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2009-06-03T16:43:00.002+08:00

amaths class just ended.

i hate having to go back to school on holidays.

they shud just let us be, to revise ourselves.

played netball today.

refreshing! even though its only for 20mins or so.

we havent had PE in so long!

i miss PE!

ahh, this friday getting my results!

die seh.

anyway, i wanna pick a day for study session.

but its like all so packed!

tomorrow we have bio spa! the real thing.

somehow, im not as panic-ky as before.

i hav to do well for this one coz i screwed my other one.

hz hz. i seriously hav to buck up.

2009-06-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

har-lows!

mt paper 1 and 2 over.
i confirm screwed up my karangan!
it was so out of point! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but my surat was good, i think. i hope.
but at least i completed it within the time limit!

my paper 2 was alright.
peribahasa was confusing. the ikan jala and kilat dlm kabus thing!
ahhhhhh!
1 mark gone!
i hope my kefahaman was alright. doa je la. doa banyak2
wish sl gd luck+talked to rfz+kacang did the sengaja look haiz.
went hope and slept for the whole day! lol;D
tmr ade skolah till 4.
it might as well be like a normal school week.
seriously.

O level Bio Spa coming up soon.
june 4th.

i hope i dont get a brain overload.
im worried about humanities classes.
entire sec4Express level will be in the auditorium.
it will be a full house.
but i think the sec5s will be joining us.
it would be chaotic coz there would be too many ppl.

anyway, chao.
i want to learn about makeup brushes.
oh i like Wardina's style.
its very sweet. and she wears the tudung very neatly(:

kays, bb.

2009-05-31T11:07:00.002+08:00

oh my god oh my god oh my god!
tomorrow O level!

MOTHER TONGUE.

im so afraid id screw up and have to retake

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

scream!

2009-05-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

i feel so blah today

y do they hate me?

i tried but to no avail.

its simply useless at this point of time.

my science results sucks.

i got a stupid b4 for overall.

surprisingly my physics was better than chem.

still, b4!

zzz

2009-05-17T18:53:00.002+08:00

had tuition at alkhair

then went to menyaksi sum1 diislamkan

quite interesting juga la.

but sad story for them.

hope everything turns out well for them;)

insya allah..

i just remembered, my class will end at 10 tmr!

yay!

im soo happy

im having a good break.

im going to update my ver very old playlist now.

and most probably create a new blogskin later on.

bb;D

2009-05-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

cousins in the house

quick update

MYEs ARE OVER!!!!!!!!

we cheered on Friday after the Bio exam

hahah

so damn relieved

then we celebrated Mr Prakash's b'day. he turns 31.

urm ill upload the photos next time.

its in my phone

my nokia 6280 phone!

finally got the battery! haha;P

YAY! byebye singtel huawei phone

i love slide phones;P

oh yes, i screwed up some papers but i dont care anymore!
ill take note next week.

had mt tuition on friday

rushing seh

i didnt stay for the powerpoint presentation for mr p bday

coz was meeting syu to go "syu shopping"

that was hard...

a lot of shoes didnt fit

either that or too exp.

so we went to cotton on. got 2 pairs of shoes there.

red and black.

on the way home terserempak with syu's aunt again.

"geng lot1 juga ni eh?" she said.

lol- her baby so cute.

anyway, arrived home at about 4.

i was late for mt tuition which was to start at 5.30

i arrived at alkhair at about 5.50 lol

so late

we got started and she taught me bina ayat.

do you know there is a technique? lol anyway, IM NOT TELLING!

muahahahahaha

then went for religious class;P

i slept at 6am .....

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err alamak? i forgot what happen for the last few days.

but thats ok. ive been studying like crazy at the eleventh hour so shouldnt be that interesting.

bb;P

2009-05-09T12:22:00.002+08:00

im so bored sooo bored

the bio bk is in front of me.

i cant get into study-mode.

haix

im wasting time on the computer.

yesterday i got a tutor.

she looked smart so i just asked.

senior from madrasah

i know. how often do you ask seniors you barely know to be your tutor.

still, my mt sucks.

and so i will pay $15 for 1h30mins lesson starting next wk's sunday.

actually i can tahan 1 whole day of mt but its $10/hr so have to cut down on study time.

ok gtg bb

ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO ALL TAKING MYE!

2009-05-01T21:36:00.007+08:00

What you see aboveis my draft of LEAPS Points

D7!

i called the teachers in charge already to make changes....

anyway,

i like sf's blog. unfortunately he rarely updates it.

but he is quite a good write i must say.

I like HUGH JACKMAN!

he is smokin hot!

kasihan seh Adam bottom2 last night.

i love this guy's voice!

& the all black look is suitable for him.

ALLISON IRAHETA ROCKS!
i can't believe she is a teenager like us.

Power seh her voice!

ok,im very random today...

im halfway done with my amaths worksheet.

i got stuck at polynomials....

then lost my mood to do.

haix haix. ok bb

2009-04-30T16:51:00.004+08:00

it is a thursday!

yay!

i think my emaths and SS can make it!
heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee

for emaths, minus 1 mark already.

i only realised the mistake 1second after i passed it to Mr prakash!

haix.

the SS i just hentam write like siao.

for the very FIRST time, i did ALL the questions;D

My english cannot make it this time,

the story i wrote was super super boring and out of point!

for the proposal: wrong format.

For the summary: too many words..

haiyo...

for Mother tongue,

40/70 for paper 1!!!!!!

tooot seh. so demoralizing. I heard the sec5s did super2 well.

can teach me? please!

i received my cca leaps draft

d7! omg!

iam going to call ms narimah, ms Yee and mdm selena.

i already asked mr mohammed for the History Quiz.

Maybe i want to ask for the Guzheng thing.

saw peanut today.NO. HE was ME.. i was just walking at a slow pace because of a heavy bag, the when i looked up, a guy was looking at me. then it struck me "PEANUT!" he turned then walked away quickly. he went up the other platform. it seems he is at the lrt every thursday at about 7.45am.

I've been using this Dr Mainz product. its drying!
my pimples are going crazy on my forehead.

ill continue to use it i guess...

2009-04-26T18:46:00.003+08:00

went to the library again today.

thought i saw Qadhin. primary school friend.

im unsure. What, you expect me to stare?

kang dier ingat interested pulak!

paiseh kalau salah orang.

anyways, i went to guardian

got help from the pharmacist for my skin.

coz my family has been disturbing me about it.

at first i asked for products below $10.

the first item was NUteen. i tried that..

the second item was Oxy. i tried that,effective but very drying

third was Dr Mainz Akne. but it was $19+

after 20% discount it was $15.80

it was recommended my three so i decided y not give it a try.

& now i have NO $$ in my wallet.

have to wait for next week's allowance & save up again.

Wore high-heeled schools. have to stretch my calf muscles later on.

i thought the floor was rising when my feet were on the floor.

but it was my feet that were not right, lol.

Went out with my family for a Banquet dinner at Greenridge yesterday

went home to watch CHUCKY! heheh

k ,bb

2009-04-24T18:04:00.007+08:00

OMG! die seh!

i took 50 minutes for the surat/letter writing.

omg! i had to choose the expositori after that because i FORGOT ALL the frasa berbunya!

i was still writing after the teacher said "pens down"

didnt have time to check.

ill take a picture of my surat that i handed up.

its like omg!

anyway, my second paper more POWER.

what is MANDAT?

it is mandate in english but i forgot the meaning!

the word "rakus" was like haiz, i know that word. forgot what it meant.

"hedonistik!" i forgot the meaning again=.= im hopeless.

then the compre, SHE DID NOT SAY ANYTHING TO HER FATHER!

there was NO DIALOGUE!!

Anyways, SYF:

CONGRATULATIONS TO GUZHENG EMSEMBLE!

GOLD!

CONGRATULATIONS TO CHINESE DANCE(rs)!

SILVER!

CONGRATULATIONS TO MODERN DANCE(rs)!

BRONZE!

to our dear Chinese Dancers, we are behind you! we love you guys and the glory you have brought for us for the past few years. It seems this year was just a bad year. No matter, there will be no true happiness without sadness. No put-downs(: There are 2 more years to train for the next SYF competition=)WSSS will always support you!

i thought i saw peanut yesterday, hmm

apart from that, the Sleague hate me. haiz.

except sf i think, & maybe, just maybe sl.

somebody once told me to smile when i WANT to, but wont it be so paiseh if I smile then the person i want to smile to doesnt smile back?

ive forgotten how to smile at that person.

my --- just left the house

trying to make ME feel guilty.

as always.

dude, ive become recessive to it.

i used to cry in primary school for those mean words but now i dont care anymore.

bawak mati ah, bawak mati- compare me to a vegetable.

& the list of things you have lent me?

//GIVE & take.

ok, i have to get ready to go to madrasah.

cya

2009-04-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

it is now 10.

oh dear, my eyes are getting droopy.

completed ss and hist.

poa left.

i want to redo the blogskin. it looks so dull.

ok, ill put that on my "to-do" list.

2009-04-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

omg its already 8.50!

still have this social studies schedule to do.

i cant get the sbq!

i already asked for Mr siva outside the staffroom.

he wasnt there.

i went twice.

wasted my time.

i am now waiting for my sis to open the room door.

i need my sec3 social studies book to complete the schedule.

still have poa homework to do. 2 questions!

bio took over physics today for the last lesson.

bio will not be taking over PE!;D

and there will be a mock exam on wednesday.

ok, lets continue with ss

2009-04-15T18:21:00.001+08:00

lol, finally reset the facebook password.
;D

update

2009-04-15T17:34:00.003+08:00

i baaccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkk!
finally
3 weeks of NO COMPUTER!
OMG!
i can't believe i survived that.

i cant remember every single detail of everyday
but i wrote some stuff in my student handbook.

on the 27th,
I GOT A2 for MOTHER TONGUE MOCK EXAM!
YAY!
you have no idea how happy i was man!
56/70 for the paper with the kefahaman!
lets see if i can keep it up for the MYE and O LEVEL.
oh god please please help me.

oh, i was trying to draw a picture of a guy, random one.
coz i felt like it since i usually draw girls and didnt feel like listening to the teacher..
on wed:if i change the eyes confirm look like sf.
on thurs: tried to draw edward cullen from the twilight movie.
turned out like from anime! =,=

from 2-4 Apr, had superteens
fuh yoh. i cried like toot seh.
omg.
but i dont like the ernest wong guy.
he has a lot of moodswings...
learnt to read and do comprehension better.
ken told me to work out more to build muscles to look bigger when i asked for advise.
My mummy came!
i didnt think she was coming but she came! YAY!;D

on 7th april,
went for health check up.
my eyesight is sooooo bad!
its pathetic=.=!

Fell ill on wednesday. 5 packets of tissue!

i slept in class like 4 times that week.

could not tahan i guess.

didnt go to school on thursday coz i just did not want to. had a fever,
really felt bad.
woke up at about 8.
when i tried to study,my head ached like crazy!
the next day was Good Friday, a holiday.
by 12 midnight of that day/night
the one between friday and saturday
i felt so much better!
what can i say.
im a night person.
i completed my filing!

i missed a lot on thursday man.
bio- started genetics
poa-started incomplete records
phys- started magnetism.
got 17/25 for sc(chem)
damn seh! sob sob.

& yesterday, terserempak dengan sf otw to class.
hmm...
i know dier tak expect. he looked so shock.( i saw from the corner of my eye)
but we just walked pass and ignored e/o.
"cool kan!"
=.=

im thinking i should cut my hair.
to that china doll thing.
but i love my hair
sayang ah nak potong lagi.
haix,haix.

my skin went crazy for a few days
it is still recovering from erm
im not sure
my skin is rough at some spots and oily at others
i dont know whats going on with my skin.

brought banana and bread and strawberry pie yesterday.
brought strawberries and bread and strawberry pie today.(inspired by Wan Zhen's strawberry shortcake mechanical pencil)
for recess.
wish i had chocolate to dip the strawberries in.
it can really fill me up man.
tomorrow im not sure what i shoud bring to school.
bringing food to school reminds me of Australia
coz the packed food for us to eat.
im missing a granola bar, packet drink and potato chips.
but thats okay.

anyway, my daddy back!
and he is staying;D

2009-03-22T04:00:00.006+08:00

haha, its 4am!
lol, i still feel fresh coz this is my sleeping cycle.
confirm i will look tired on monday haha.
yes! completed my history homework.

haha now im left with POA and Science.
hell no, i haven't even started.

hmm, by the looks of things i will sleep after morning prayers.
kwang3 its like 1.5hrs from now. lol
okok, i think im gonna do a little bit of science;D

POA tmr. i mean today but afternoon.
ew ew ew ew
i just saw something white that is alive in my keyboard.
did you know that a public keyboard has more germs than a toilet seat?
i cant see it anymore, it has gone too deep for me to reach.

Anyway, does anyone buy stuff online?
i need to ask for help.
pleeaaassseee;D

its Cetaphil daily facial cleanser for NORMAL TO OILY SKIN

Can be found at:
Walgreens
or
Ebay
please please please. anyone;(
ill pay in cash

2009-03-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

my computer... haiyo.

anyways, so much for "Must follow this strictly"
i havent even completed my EMATHS HOMEWORK!
my brain is like dah matikutu!
which means my head is totally blank.
I NEED MY EMATHS FILE to refer to.
damn- i underestimated my hard-drive.
its totally stupid of me to think i could have time to revise,
or even complete ALL my homework for that matter.
im in no state of mind to study.
hence all my work will be crappy. huh- how bout that.
and it was stupid of my to think i could finish 4 books in 8 days..
haven even finish reading the 1st one=.=
going to do my History homework now... 2 more questions.
oh but i did manage to finish an issue of Readers digest within 2 hours.
good accomplishment to me. haha=.=|| i am so weak at reading fast.

2009-03-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

haha apparently my new blog skin looks creepy!
hoho. btw, that is me. i took it in australia at the werribee mansion.
it just turned out that way, no editing required! cool eh.
ok but at least it loads faster!
and yes, I decided to cancel my plans of making the blogskin themed shoes.
it is hard to make shoes look good on screen.
Anyways, i think i will do a nicer, more lady-like/fun one when i have blemish-free skin to display.
which is almost impossible but i can dream cant i? for now, you cant see my face!

completed EL homework, Amaths homework and ONE Emath paper.
whats left:
-Emath paper
-Biology homework
-History corrections
-Social Studies corrections
-Science TYS

oh dear oh dear oh dear, still have revision.

hmm, i can do it! I will work Harder!
Boxer's motto[:
I decided to make up a NEW PLAN:
by today, i will complete:
-Emath paper
-History corrections
by tmr, i will complete:
-Social Studies corrections
-Biology Homework
-1/2 Science (Physics) TYS
by Saturday, i will complete:
-Science TYS
-Revising Combined Humanities
On Sunday, i will revise BIOLOGY!

ok i ~~HAVE~~ MUST follow this strictly.

anyway, i think its bug season!
so many bugs keep flying in.
now, i must sleep with the windows closed.
so stuffy! I had to change my bed sheet because i felt disgusted.
I'm just waiting for my dearest sister to SWEEP THE FLOOR!
its HER turn. I'm already sick as it is, stupid flu i get every night!
Her immune system is powerful. It is superior compared to my family members. She HAS to do it. it is HER room too!

HAD Kentucky Fried Chicken today!
actually i was damn angry at my big bro.
He TORE my Sec 3 EMATH paper!
Evidence: His Handphone was BELOW my file!
eh, jgn nak main2 dengan si "forensic scientist" ini haaaa!
gua dah ade training tau!(basic training during Advanced Elective Module!)
still, my sec3 work you know. TORN!
I stomped my feet to my room, put the files down then heard my mom scolding him
its a complicated story!
still, even though she didnt scold him for tearing my worksheet, im satisfied.
muahahahahaha.
i guess this complements my "creepy" blog skin huh.
And i had KFC and pokka iced green tea to cool me down[:
thanks mummy!

erm, tried to do the el assignments online but there were none!
heheh. asked Jun Chin: he also said no assignment!
yay! no complaints[: kite buat2 tak tau je. shh...

shud i go for tuition?
i WANT Amaths tuition but will i have the time/money to spare?
i also WANT English tuition...
aspirehub.

ok, put that aside for now and focus!

2009-03-17T11:44:00.003+08:00

wah, finally my blog works!
like the skin?lol, roses...

Fee: you confuse me about this liquor issue.

Anyway, so much i want to blog about!

I was asked to come back for meet the parent session.
for the FIRST time in SECONDARY SCHOOL
I was shocked when Mr Prakash told me.
My SC juniors had their eyes wide open with my reaction.
=.=
Mdm Hartati wanted to see my mum.
in my head "OMG! what did i do wrong? My results cant be that bad right?"
it was repeated like a broken record.

Anyway, One wow thing happened to me
I saw peanut! lol
for real... eh im not kidding.
i completed most of my homework on that faithful day: 12/03/09
i did it in school
since there was air-con and ppl were doing their pure physics test.
i went home alone since most of them were still doing that test.
as i walked down the stairs in silence, i thought of peanut. 5th floor incident.
i was damn relaxed when i waited 4 mins for the train because i missed the last one by a few seconds.
and when i walked in the train, i looked up.
OMG! i denied myself of seeing peanut the whole journey coz most of the time i was wrong.
anyway, i decided to take the staircase at fajar.
peanut followed behind! then walked pass me.
i realized the "scent". Its different but how many ppl wear cologne to school?
i called out his name and he turned.
he is sooooooo more macho? syu said its only in my eyes...and he walked off.
On friday, i stayed back for MT remedial.
followed by syu.
we studied together for an hour which seemed to pass by so fast
my mum smsed me. serentak, her mum smsed her.
and so we went down from the 6th floor to the 1st.
take lift! haha.
clement called us "girls"
i cannot respect that.
anyway, went to meet mdm hartati
she said i was too thin, frail and fragile.
i need to not try so hard.
im lucky she didnt elaborate on the sleeping-in-class part
phew.
she was shocked to know im Sufiyana's sister.
and also when i told her i got a C5 for MT

On sunday, went to the library for one full day.
the library visit was okay.
anyway, 2 ppl stared at me in the TOILET!
it was weird, but then i realized something when i walked out.
"i look like a minah today".
those couple types.
went home with packed food for family.

had MT mock on monday: 16/03/09
im just glad id finish okay!
natalia was stretching even before i completed my bahagian B
lol.
okay so if i fail/ get another C, i think i will cry. (damn ugly)
still my heart would ache so much to care.
id be so frustrated.

!! !!
. _ .

2009-03-08T11:48:00.001+08:00

According to fatin, chocolate liquor is the liquid form of chocolate. with no alcohol.
its comforting i guess but im still not going to eat it, just to be safe;)

2009-03-08T11:08:00.005+08:00

received my Amaths results on Friday.
11/40! lol.
20 out of all who take Amaths in Sec 4 Exp and Sec 5 NA passed.
and the teachers said it wasnt a hard paper.
=.=
i need to work harder.

My MT karangan was okay. 36/40
i have a feeling its pity marks.

SS! i was half-dead. whatever went in one ear was out the other.
sf caught me looking at him! toot.
anyway, stay back after SS lecture.
decided to stay back for a while to complete my emaths homework.
it was in order to avoid them. the league of them.
found an mp4 player. asked amelia and friends if it belonged to them.
then she took it, maybe to give to the office.
im not sure, i hope she did.

we were laughing like crazy so i decided to study at the other table.
finally completed one worksheet!;D
then took out another worksheet to complete.
halfway, i was hungry. walked to the canteen.
i was like "oh mannn"
coz i wanted to avoid them and terserempak. the whole gang.
i was too short for sf to see. haha;D i think...
bought the waffle: peanut/blueberry.
went back to locker.
then syu said kacang also eats his waffle that way ;? haha, i didnt know that.
kelam-kabut seh as teachers walked passed.
we are not suppose to eat outside the canteen.
and we were eating in front of the camera at the locker.
OMG! i hope they dont show us eating on thursday.
oh pls pls no.
id be mortified.
we decided to move to a classroom.
completed all my emaths homework.
Went back with fatin. syu went for band.

Went for religious class at night.
Ruzanna called me "pelik";D
Hamizah made my "sarung tangan/lengan" loose;D
we play alot. lol, fun.
sadly, they wont be coming next week.

On saturday, sat with others who didnt bring their parents.
haha.
it was okay, thank god he had another dialogue session.
he had to manage time and talk faster.
the story about his son and trunks was funny!
tersilap kata and some teachers were laughing like ive nvr seen them laugh before.
no, i didnt glance over at the league's parents. coud not risk being caught.
we clashed with yan's family. lol, adik-adik semua ade.
By then most of the students have left.

went home to sleep.

im using the singtel phone.
coz the nokia 6280's battery has gone crazy.
while waiting for a new battery, i have to use the singtel one.
i want a new phone. lol.
i guess the nokia 6280 is okay for my use la.

erm, didnt get leg cramps yesterday! YAY!
--
maulidul rasul today.
going for tahlil later.
cya~ im so glad i completed my homework!

2009-03-07T20:27:00.005+08:00

had another leg cramp.
actually two.
one at night.
another while having an afternoon nap.
and so i decided to do some research.

i found out that it is more common in older people.
"Many people have an occasional leg cramp. However, they occur frequently in some people. They are more common in older people. About 1 in 3 people over the age of 60, and about half of people over the age of 80, have regular leg cramps. About 4 in 10 people who have leg cramps have at least three per week. They occur every day in some people."

What are nocturnal leg cramps?
These cramps are sudden, involuntary contractions of the calf muscles
that occur during the night or while at rest. Occasionally, muscles in
the soles of the feet also become cramped. The sensation can last a
few seconds or up to 10 minutes, but the soreness may linger. The
cramps can affect persons in any age-group, but they tend to occur in
middle-aged and older populations.?

What can I do to prevent these cramps?
To stave off future episodes of nocturnal leg cramps, consider the following tips:

Drink six to eight glasses of water daily. Doing so will help prevent dehydration, which may play a role in the cramping.
Stretch calves regularly throughout the day and at night. (See box below for more information.)
Ride a stationary bicycle for a few minutes before bedtime. Thisactivity can help prevent cramps from developing during the night,especially if you do not get a lot of exercise during the day.
Keep blankets loose at the foot of the bed to prevent your toes and feet from pointing downward while you sleep.
Do aquatic exercises regularly during the week to help stretch and condition your muscles.
Wear proper foot gear.

Posture of the legs when resting in bed

Positions which prevent the calf muscle from shortening when you are asleep may help. The following are not proven treatments (from research studies), but some experts believe that they help to prevent cramps.

-Using a pillow to prop the feet up in bed while sleeping on your back.
-Hanging the feet over the end of the bed while sleeping on your front.
-Keeping blankets loose at the foot of the bed to prevent toes and feet from pointing downwards during sleep.

from:
http://www.patient.co.uk/showdoc/23068794/
http://answers.google.com/answers/threadview?id=707090

ok and so i will try these methods, in hope that i wont feel the involuntary contractions.

2009-03-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

i need a new blogskin.
i need a new computer.

technical difficulties with the domino counter.
its like invisible. then caused errors.
it takes more than 3 mins for this blog to load!
i will most probably change it during the school holidays.
or when i have time.

2009-03-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

i feel better today.
i could not help myself but keep up a smile on my face.
He had just had a hair cut.
lol;D soooo erm, new? its super short compared to his hairstyle last time.
looks better la, can see his face.
++
Science for two periods went by fast.
i couldnt believe 2hrs had gone.
POA was good, i think.
got my results

POA- 28.5/40

YAY! even though im like the last 5 people in class, but i think i did okay.
A2 for POA! i can work harder, since there is a few months left.
I can get an A1! I will work harder;D
++
English was alright. Had the ct results also.

English- 16/25

but Mrs Ang said that the paper was easy so we should not be happy if we did well. I have to work harder.
++
History was okay, gos my results as well.

History- 16/25

its ok, considering ive been failing(/borderline-passes) history papers last year.
We watched a movie after that because some had AEM.
I dont regret my decision. I have to concentrate on 'O' levels now.
++
Mother tongue was still demoralizing. i had 31/50 for karangan.
I went to see Cikgu Shahida after lesson to help in my situation.
she gave tips and all. she said was "bangga"? because i had "semangat".
as if that was ever enough, even with "usaha".
I will concentrate on Mother tongue till mid year for the paper.
hopefully i can miraculously get an A1.
I counted and if i want to get a single pointer, then i HAVE to get an A1 for MT.coz my english is B standard, POA is A standard, Science is A standard, CH is B standard. so i have to secure THAT A1.
++

my comp is still being scanned.
the msn live messenger keeps popping up, like opening new windows then closing.
i think its a virus, so im scanning.

2009-03-04T18:54:00.003+08:00

i feel so dirty.
i ate liquor.
it was NOT INTENTIONAL
i just found out the granola bar i was eating had liquor.
NOTE TO ALL:

QUAKER'S CHEWY GRANOLA BAR CHOCOLATE CHUNKS HAS CHOCOLATE LIQUOR!*

let it be a warning to all muslims out there.
omg.......
--

common test1 is over.
I had no time to finish my papers.
no time for the last few pages.
i received some of my results.

Elementary Math: 28/40
Science Physics: 42/55
Mother Tongue: 35/61

i hate this. i dont mind emaths and physics because the mistakes i made was because i was careless. I know the concept well enuf just that my mind was not in the correct state to do the paper properly. My Mother Tongue sucks. Out of ALL the girls and MOST of the guys, i did extremely bad. I feel so low, degenerated from the class. I dont belong with them. Kefahaman pulled me way down. 9/26! i really suck at this, even in kindergarten, followed to primary school and secondary school, final year. Airmata berlinangan. I cried just before i went to bed yesterday because of it. This morning, my mata was a little sembab. I tried to cover it with dabs of powder.

I still cant find my tie. I LOST MY TIE! toot, how much more irresponsible can i get. I searched my shelf, drawers, table, under the bed, bags... i cant find it. god hear my plea.

2009-03-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

Aku berasa sakit dan letih sangat hari ini. Sebenarnya, ia melarat dari selsema semalam.
Aku masuk tidur kira-kira pada jam lima pagi, belajar subjek POA. Aku ini bukanlah pandai sangat, menyerap pelajaran begitu sukar buat diriku. Pada pukul sembilan setengah, aku terjaga. Tetap letih, aku menyeret kakiku ke tandas, membasahkan mataku dan memberus gigi. (boring)
erm,
Aku bersambung mana aku henti malam sebelumnya.
Komputer aku hidupkan. Aku terpaksa menahan diri dari terpesong dari niatku untuk belajar.
Tepat pada pukul dua, aku sudah dapat menyerap theori pelajaran POA. Esok aku akan lakukan setengahnya lagi, praktikalnya.
Aku sudahpun selesai mengemas bilikku.
Penat tidak dapatku ungkapkan dengan kata-kata.
Pada mulanya, aku menggunakan kakiku untuk mengelap lantai yang di bawah katilku. Terpaksalah aku merenggangkan kakiku yang pendek ini. Selepas beberapa minit, aku ke dapur untuk mencari alat khusus untuk mengelap lantai disembur kekotoran.
Akhirnya dapat juga!
Kain yang aku gunakan bersamping alat itu menjadi bukti yang menyapu lantai setiap minggu pun tidak cukup untuk membersihkan lantai.

OMG! its so freakin boring to write in the monotonous malay language tone.
ok i found that i had issues of seventeen magazine missing=.=
searched high and low and still could not find those issues...
Organised my shelf. and table.
All that is left to do is
-Complete homework
-Revise Amaths and Bio
-Change bedsheets.
-Get a plastic bag for the rubbish bin.
and i think my nose is a running tap
except that it is broken so it cant stop

ok, english hw next
hmm, i wonder who sf keeps talking bout on msn messenger

2009-02-27T13:43:00.005+08:00

update!
freakishly feeling happy today!
lols
so light & free~ lalalala
haha..

had a LOT of careless mistakes mostly because i didnt read the question.
This keeps happening to me;(
nvm nvm still have Amaths, Bio, POA and Chem(science)
haha, must put "(science)" so ppl wont be shocked if my physics(science) marks are good.
heheh i hope i do well for it, if not it would be a waste for me to have dropped to combined science
anyways,
my ♥ mom cooked fried rice and nuggets for me today! to bring to school
first time man! its nice to eat a full meal in school.
Good thing the water cooler is just beside my class;) i keep refilling
its so hot these days~ and the water is er, cold;D
sl grew taller this year.
I just realised it on wednesday when i went down for second recess. Tak de kerje, was waiting in line. They were there, as always i guess, saw that sl is taller than the sl i remembered last year. lol. i dont look into their classes coz its very malu.
Anyway, if i dont look into your class, dont think im being snobbish or you think i think im better than you ok. its just because its very paiseh:D
ok, lets do homework.
im tired of always ending because of "homework"
=.=! Life of a student: You are fated to it my dear.

2009-02-24T16:44:00.003+08:00

feeling moody.
i so flunked my papers
i'm screwed!
sl is so confusing..

2009-02-22T19:01:00.002+08:00

ok, i hope to take 15 mins on the comp.
coz i have not completed my POA, MT, Amath hw,

Yesterday:
went to cousin's house.
at the end, my little brother left me!
it was like 10 plus
you know how long and dark the path from my cousin's house to Buona Vista is!
and i have a small body.
alamak, this boy ah. act macho=.=
so my aunt said i shud just hitch a ride with my other cousin who has a bike.
Its a vespa.
Damn nice green vespa!
then as we were leaving, the bike couldnt move.
after some time, they called my other uncle.
and at 1215, they got it working again.
i arrived home at 115. My uncle who had a van sent me home.
a new experience...

Today:
woke up at 9..
then started on homework.
finished studying for chemistry test tmr.
Qualitative analysis.
had lots and lots of ice-cream with sour skittles.
omg. im losing my voice!
okok, 5 more mins.
ill be checking emails.
AND THOSE WHO VISIT MY BLOG. TAGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
its like dead. "hi" also can la.
dont let me daydream who you are. trust me, ask syu/mira. My thoughts go crazy.

2009-02-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo lol
its friday
time flies so fast

ok so ive submitted the O level form on the subjects i take.
its like $413 man!
OMG

Anyway, i took photos of my shoes to make a blogskin but it didnt look nice.
hence i will make me feet look nice
I think the photos will look better with feet in them.
things to do :
-buff
-wear socks

speaking of socks, i have to buy some!
i have to wear some while going to sleep
this really horrible leg cramp woke me up last night.
I was in ACUTE EXTREME IMMENSE INTENSE PAIN!
It was really as though me leg was getting amputated.
damn pain la!
I still had it in the morning.

i didnt sleep in class today!
its been confirmed! I HAVE TO EAT.
yesterday i felt better coz i ate during recess.
those who know me would know i hardly go down since the canteen 6 floors down.
When i got back from school, I had energy to do some homework without sleeping.
yay!
anyway, i had instant noodles at night because someone ate my share of fried rice.

ok today,
had amaths. i hate DIFFERENTIATION!
it sucks.

had EL, it was okay. I try to learn how to answer questions.
I got 9/25 for compre.
most probably because i was half asleep halfway through the paper.
so im not really disturbed by it.

Recess was awkward.
sl walked by me class. it was a semi-smile i think.
it was too fast.
but i know sl looked directly in my class from the front door.
yea, sl hates me. i dont blame him
anyway, just before that, ate jemput-jemput and epok-epok in class.
luckily i finished it before the lady came in.
i dont know she they is. office clerk i guess.

POA was weird.
I was almost falling into slumber land when i felt a pat on my arm.
the next thing i saw a hand from my left side on my desk.
It was Mr Tan.
damn shocking la.
the thing is he works behind me when he uses the visualizer.
so yes, it was intimidating
i forgot to put the "Shared Profit" part so he returned my paper.

SS was alright.
Mr Seet came in halfway through the video.
he said he was thinking of getting air-conditioners for graduating classes if we raise enuf for the spring carnival. My class already has an air-conditioner =.= so we will just use an old one while every1 gets new ones installed. Still, I would LOVE for the air-conditioners to be switched on!
thats why:
BUY SPRING CARNIVAL TICKETS FROM ME!
SS continued with Mr Siva's lesson on answering SBQs.
since Mr leaong was not there to teach us globalisation

Some of us went up to class.
no english files...
haiyo
waste my time.

anyway, thats the end.
i will go do my homework now.

2009-02-18T17:52:00.003+08:00

Updates:

Friday: didnt go for religious class at the mosque
i woke up from my friday nap at about 7
1hr to get ready.
then my mum said i didnt need to go coz there will be like 30 mins left of lessons when we get there.
It was not intentional. My handphone's alarm system was too soft. I can be quite a heavy sleeper you know;D
Before that, had MT supplementary. went home at 5.
Borrowed $2 from Fatin for food. I was so hungry! forgot to bring my $10.
THANK YOU FATIN!

Saturday: Went out at about 7+pm to go to East Coast.
There was only 3-5 people when we arrived.
They were just starting the fire to bbq food.
After a while, my mom got worried.
my brother was lost. he passed the "G" and went to the "F"
We waited for him at along the sides of the road.
;P haix, brother brother...
The person who had a bbq beside us gave us ice(:
since they were leaving. it would be a waste.
it was like one giant family.
then the rest came in one big group.
after some of the food was served, the fire got crazy. almost burnt the steak.
lol, my uncle ( who is not that old) had to help bring it down.
I dont have the touch la.

By then, the tents were pitched.
After eating a lot, i retreated to the tent.
Ant ATTACK!
The ant can really bite! it hurt.
the ants came in the tent.
After a while of reading the book under the torch light and removing ants from the tent, i went out. The guys had gone fishing. I picked a table then continued studying.
Homework was a wreck.
little cousin, Putri(:, accompanied me to the table for a while.
she got tired then went into a tent to rest.
There were NO ants in there.

My other cousin Iqbal, her brother, came over together with Aunt and Uncle Nana and Kumor. i dont know how to spell their names ;X hahas. Anyways, they play the guitar very well. They are NOt old. they are like my age(:
all very nice! songs were good. Synchronised well and they didnt want me to record..
Joined by brother and Izwan( another cousin) after a while
I slept at 4am.
My body was no longer used to sleeping at 5 or 6 anymore .
its most probably coz i wake up at that time now.
Before Sec3, i was used to sleeping at like 8 on fridays and saturdays.
My record so far is 10am;D lol

Sunday: woke up the next morning at 7.
had breakfast and went back to sleep after watching my cousins play at sea.
I didnt bring extra clothes la.
I want to kayak again. There was a group kayaking at the background. I miss obs.
Battutas!
Woke up at 11.
the new people were coming.
We took off.

When i arrived home, it was a race to the finish for completing my homework.

Monday: Napfa! stupid seh. i ran again today. STILL stuck with a B!
haix. wasted 15 mins of my life.
& now my legs are still cramped from running 2.4
I am not going to run again. so lazy already.
anyways, next week is coomon test so no PE.
I think i slept in class.

Happy Birthday MACS!

Happy Belated Birthday Feng Kai!

Signed Feng Kai's and Macs's B'day cards(:
they were so funny lar. Wanzhen and Val: NICE JOB!

Tuesday: Craved chocolate waffles!
bought some during recess.

Happy Belated Birthday Joel!

Signed Joel's birthday card!
lol had a picture of him...
he shares the dame birthday with Feng Kai.
I slept again in Amath Class.
There is something seriously wrong with me.
Oh the "Isteri untuk suamiku" season finale was so DRAMATIC!
Tara DIED! trying to save Mas Dimas.
Oh i wonder what will happen when Mas Krisna comes back.
AHHHH, UNBEARABLY DRAMATIC!

Today: I slept in bio, emath, english class and assembly.
I slept only 4 hours that nite la.
anyways:

SELLING SPRING CARNIVAL TICKETS!!
Event on 4th July
Tickets $10 each! its worth $11!
BUY FROM ME!

have been going crazy trying to sell these tickets
seniors dont want to buy xP
haix haix.

Happy Birthday to Senior Azli!
according to Friendster~

ok, now homework.

2009-02-12T22:18:00.007+08:00

lalalala
lalalalala

surprisingly, im actually not as depressed as i thought i would be.
i thought i would be glum & morbid throughout the week
for the bio-spa paper i flunked.
hmm, this is weird...

had chem today. remedial.
I didnt see the sign on the whiteboard . dang!
but luckily i completed the worksheet before i was suppose to hand in.
ok, so now my physics teacher is also Ms Wong.

Memorial for 4E
Hey, had fun in class!
Everyone is so lively;D
Sorry if we disturbed the class.
Yea, i'll miss the energy level and laughter.

-take care!

Anyway, i was actually planning to post the conversation i had with Haaziq.
He asked me who's butt i was targeting to kick.
to tell you the truth, i'm not sure.
im not sure what i said coz i cant get the to the chat log since its a new version.Haiz.
After much thought,
I am not going to kick senior's butts because we must respect those who are older.
I will indirectly target kick the butts of those who look down on me. (i know i'm short, don't rub it in)
wow, it didnt sound so pervertic in my head. I was hoping for a much more aggressive effect.
Anyways, i target them, obviously not actually kick their butts.
to those who think i don't deserve to be in 4A or have the capabilities to accomplish much,
I try hard and can do well if i get to practice.
nope, as an honorable lady, i will not play diry. lol
and thats my answer.

ok(:

2009-02-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
die die die bio spa.
im angry, depressed, sad, frustrated, emotional.
i want to cry i want to hit.
argh
stupid graph, damn epidermis, crappy table, idiotic workings
i want to cry. so angry.
words going through my head: death. angry. geram. stress. sheish. ish. grrr. freak. faggot. idiot. crap. baffoon. shoot me. kill me. murder. violence. newspaper. suicide. knife. slash. blood. body. plasma. biology. paper. SPA. science. chemistry. physics. stress. stress. pressure. scream. cry. depressed. chocolate. fudge. strawberry. milk. weight. clothes. shoes. skirt. shorts. run. 2.4km. napha. stress.
wow that felt good.

god save me.

2009-02-09T18:30:00.003+08:00

ok lets update!

Saturday: had CIP in the morning
it was ok. heheh, found out where mr lee lives. lol
vip block was hectic
pity those distributing the fliers.
had to do this video where wen hong and me wish the residents Happy Chinese New Year.
I know i did a bad job coz i know it was soft.
haix, just when i needed Natalia, she had to escort the VIP. Wen Hong did a good job.
Met the cute little boy name Joshua. lols we laughed when we found out his name. So adorable!
3-4 times man....
met Zafran's grandma. she was taped!(: nice granny!
Had refreshments after we were done.
We were the first class to start and last to end. UNFAIR!
refreshments were nice though. swiss roll and egg tarts.

Met Hamizah after that. it was weird having to wait as you see trains come and go. She lost her specs. the irony! anyway, went to the teck whye market to get my specs done. I got black ones. Hers were dark blue. lol, similar design also. We went to get drinks. sweettalk. i bought passionfruit yogurt drink. however, it slipped as i was shaking it.
Kaplop! $1.50 wasted! i dropped and the plastic cup broke. I threw it away and bought another. I spent twice the price on one drink.
walked back..
Played the swings for like half an hour. At first we had to wait till the kid stopped playing the swings. we played with the exercise equipment first which was conveniently located just beside the playground. the kid played with other things and we started swinging!;D
it was so FUN!
Hamizah could go so high! Towards the end, I could too! YAY!
Great achievement considering i was in a skirt. I was in the long school skirt that day.

I was tipsy after swingging. Hamizah said i was walking like a drunk. I admit i was! I only realised it when she said so. hahaks. Sugar rush+ the light feeling after swinging!

went home and straight to bed i went! Thats why i wasnt able to complete any homework.

Woke up, and got dressed for religious class at my uncle's house. Interesting lesson...

Sunday: went out with Hamizah to get my specs.
They said it wasn't ready!
OMG. effort wasted. They said to come back at 7.
We walked to lot1.
save some money on transport.
we walked a few rounds.
went to watsons and got the 50ml Simple refreshing facial wash. It burned when i used it with cold water. My face turned RED! I splash some more cold water and pat my face dry. went to my room. After a few seconds, I skin was white. the burning sensation was weird. it was like after a damn long run, longer than 2.4km. It was like i could feel my blood being circulated around my face.
Hamizah got a clean and clear facial cleanser, body wash and erm something i forgot, which all cost $1.95 each. same with my facial wash. Kind of cheap. Worth it;)

Went to look at wallets. survey survey! coz Hamizah's one was dirty. walked around. Then looked for clips at aryies. Actually she was planning to buy a jacket at IP Zone but it was $19. I was thought to be at $15. so what the heck, there are other fish in the sea, in this case, things in the huge mall.

Went back home at around 4. CHOING HOMEWORK!
until six plus then went out again to get specs.
its only $45 so the lens is quite think compared to my old lens.
i wonder where my old pair is. I really lost it.

Redid my mother tongue compo. Emailed it to teacher by 2am in the morning. so tired man!
Im still not content with 18/50! its complete embarassment!

Today:
got 12 for THREE SECTIONS OF MOTHER TONGUE! OMG!
I hate mother tongue, its killing me!

had PE in the morning. My timing was 14:50! Yay!
Then i saw the list. OMG! 14:15 was A! If only i didnt walk, i would have gotten an A!
shit! geram!
I want to run again next week. Its actually kind of fun after a while.

New Chem teacher. She seems good. Have to trust.

Oh when i opened my msn, it was the new version!
I HATE IT!
I cant even format the colours itu my message!
sheish!
its doesn't even look nice!

Amath was alright i hope. I pray i dont do as bad for this one. Have to get parents signature. Im not scared of the reaction coz i know my mum understand how hard it is, but i just hope i do well enough for her not to worry. My dad is overseas so shes the only adult of the family.
My brother is the new man of the house while my dad is away.

ok, I want to get started on my homework now...
oh tomorrow chem-spa!
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE SITTING FOR CHEMISTRY SCIENCE PRACTICAL ASSESSMENT!
and NO, i dont take pure chemistry anymore even though i prefer pure chemistry to SUB-science chemistry.

ok, bb!

2009-02-06T13:26:00.002+08:00

its Friday!
i was almost late for school.
my bed has got a spell on it.
its so easy to fall asleep on it.
my mum woke me up at 7...
made it in time.
today, the sc meeting and bio spa practice was cancelled.
ntg much happened today.
sf was cute in ss(: completely avoided e/o after class.
i was almost gonna laugh but kept my face looking as calm as possible
sl went out of class then act tengok kat bawah lepas tu went back in. lols..
reminds me of me;D oh the irony.
walked fast to jelapang lrt.
surprisingly it wasn't full. not even half full.
usually every Friday the lrt station would be swomped with ppl
met art senior at the station.
talked. this year its a little different.
the sec 5s are not gonna do cip with us. the harmony at senja thing
tomorrow have to go to school =.=

2days ago: realised my senior, Haaziq, has a passion for flying....
tranferred him from my old email to new one since we know who e/o is.
not the deep know, but the know know. you get what i mean.

okay time to do the homework............................
its never ending.

2009-02-05T17:17:00.002+08:00

Physics: first lesson of the day
sir lost his voice so he wrote evrything down on the board.
i couldnt see
had too disturb rui yun and isabel.
i lost my specs la! i couldnt see
and he was using a marker that was faded.
kacang is hot.
EL: we learnt the basics of summary.
i didnt copy since i couldnt see;(
but Mrs Ang said she will email us as soon as lead.com is fixed up.
yay! My english compre is getting better. i think i failed the first one because of the long break.
she asked if we wanted to buy books. total $20. where am i gonna get that money?

Bio: prepared for spa.
did a pretty good job. had plasmolysed cells.
yay! i tot i broke the lens but turns out (thank god) it rolled.
i will stay back on friday after sc meeting to practice doing it.
hopefully on the real day i wont have folds and air bubbles on my slide.
BIOLOGY SPA is on WEDNESDAY!

MT: i did so badly for my mother tongue...
i got freakin 18/50 for my compo!
the worst ive done so far...
geram... then i got 28 for the prelim paper without the bina ayat.
im like wth! i know my MT sucks but i cant be THAT bad!
haix, i guess now its O level standard. with the rate im going, i have to retake.
i try hard alright.
in between classes: Amira's emeny and fren was passing by the locker table we were seated at.
semacam je. i suspect they have read this blog.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
talked to Mr SEAH on9!
he said he has left the tuition centre.
so now we have no idea where he is working.
50 plus hits in 5 days is not bad leh.

oh, got a new thermomether.
not from the enterprise shop
but at fajar
i dont trust the school's thermometers.
the last one didnt even last 2 years...
i changed the batteries yesterday
still doesnt work even though i can switch it on, it wont take the temperature reading.

ill be going out on saturday after cip.
get specs with hamizah
$45.
i have $30 so far. need $15 more which my mom just has to sponsor..
since i dont work and live on pocket money and food at home.

(: bb. have to do chem & amath & EL homework

2009-02-03T17:41:00.002+08:00

i am in utter confusion
i thought i saw peanut at the lrt this MORNING?
same bag, same uniform(from behind) same jambol(from behind) with white shoes.
o.0!!! i monologue "biar betul? am i dreaming? seems so life-like, but why wear WSSS uniform? Why be in the lrt station so early?"
paiseh kalau salah orang..
i just walked on since there was less than a minute to get on the platform to catch the train.
spent half the day trying to figure myself out.
was alright by second recess.
had burger. i actually wanted the mak cik's food but there were too many guys there so i went to fatin's side. all girls!
i didnt want waffles since i already ate some for breakfast

next, physics
btw, Mr.Fauroni's hand are dry!
i couldn't help but notice it since he sat beside me at the"tutoring" period.
realised this when all of was was looking at the ray diagram he was drawing and explaining at the same time. his hand was blocking the diagram hence i noticed his hands looked dry...
anyway, had Amath after MT.
Amath was good. The remedial thought us the basics
the first few pages were easy but last few were challenging(test papers from other schools)
i lll copy some answers tomorrow. the library was closing...
went home.

----
Yesterday:
i got a freaking D for my napha. i will retake. it was 5 seconds to a C....
i want at least a B! the run was uncalled for!;(

Mrs Liau scolded us because we were late for assembly.
had to sing the national anthem and do the pledge.
the Juniors were not even fully dismissed yet.
public humiliation? i guess it was alright.
thank god people didnt really care.

Lost my specs in the bio lab.
it was so light!
like last time jian wei (accidentally without knowing) dropped my specs while sitting on my table talking to his friends. it ended up on the floor with scratches coz ppl kicked it without knowing...
seriously, those specs ahh
im saving up to buy new ones by the end of the month.

---

this saturday, i hav CIP.
4A got the vip block!
=.= we wont even get to see the performance. crap seh
i want to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
damn. i feel like a prop!

then at night have to go out. !! of all days...
--

common test coming soon! i already received the timetable.
and my mum wants me to stay overnight by the beach next week(saturday)
im like =.= I HAVE COMMON TEST! which is very important since im sec4.

2009-02-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

25 hits in less than 48 hours
not bad eh
whoever you are that reads this blog, leave a tag so i know who you are.
its better than me dreaming away wondering who you are.

anyway, i managed to complete the trigo ws3.
which was a surprise to me since i couldnt even do 3 consecutive questions without leaving one blank the last time with the old worksheet.
still i have not done the ws4. which is hard!
graphs....

i still have Bio, MT, POA, Hist, SS and Chem
i still have time for Bio and SS since the deadline is about a week away.
MT, haix. finiah the whole book A.
POA, is okla. copy copy to book1.
Hist, i hate history... the book is very very vague.
planning to buy the "crisis and conflict" most probably from elsa
lets not waste paper here, 2nd hand books are alright with me
Chemistry oh chemistry... so hard.
id probably have to ask danson.
the chemistry guy who sits beside me.
the smart one.
actually i sit around smart people.
there is isabel who does her poa homework well
WanZhen pays good attention in humanities,
Danson, the chemistry expert(in sec4 standards)
Valerie, the valedictorian material. first in level for 3 consec years!
and so im the dumb one.
=.=

ok better do HOMEWORK NOW.

2009-01-30T14:04:00.005+08:00

its FRIDAY!
yay! end of the week!
FINALLY!

i can't believe how many times i've slept in class yesterday
during mother tongue, poa, emath.
today, i was awake during class!
thank god i was able to catch up with poa!
yay!

YESTERDAY: sf looked into my class!(the front portion)
then he looked away coz coincidentally i was looking at the block behind him
lols... saw him twice.
had gate duty
i was late: my team members were smiling-smiling. then greeted me with hellos.
;D
sl just arrived too.
he sat at the table "joined" to the "SC-TABLE"
The SC-TABLE is a table where student councillors wait for their team members for morning duty.
as i was saying, he was three spaces to the side and one table parallel.
i was THAT close. I was SO TEMPTED TO SAY HI.
lol, giler. and that was the last i saw of him that day.lol ~
anyway went for duty
then juniors, maggie and ida, came
so i called ida then they followed me to the table.
Maggie said "why your skirt so long?"
lol. damn funny.
Adk ida answered for me" coz student councillor what"
lol... its actually coz its so cold on the sixth floor.
and i dont find a need to look attractive in school,
a place to study.
i didnt actually say that coz i was lazy.
i replied, "actually its ok la"(referring to other SCs with short skirts)
i gave ida her belated birthday present.
maggie was (o.o)
haha
i went back to duty point
jessline was there to take attendance.
then i said i went to the table for a while then came BACK.
so i wasnt late(:

all the sec4s were late for duty even though not recorded.

then sf came in. he should really stand up straight.
i wanted to say this for so long. still do.. never had the courage to though.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
my sister knows this blog
crap!
I know you are there SistAH!
SF and SL are my old classmates & NO, you dont know them.

went through the day half-dead.
i slept in mt(so embarrassing), ss(now i dont know what to do for the essay), poa.
could not tahan...

today, faced the day normally.
i was late for duty.
lift duty!

went into the lift.
at first there was two(including me) then there were 4
all four stood in different corners
mr fauroni came in.
i monologed:hah! i know you are intimidated!;D
lol
then we bitched about a few teachers.
hahaks

went to first floor then yizhen came in. "dismissed"
i went back up to the sixth floor (lift)

recess was erm...
sf was there sitting across me.
credits to amira for choosing the table=.=
the school day went on as usual.
this time i didnt sleep in class.

and now im at home.
its 3.30
i better shower.

later have to marinade salmon!

physics ten year series.

2009-01-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

ohh im sorry i posted this one late.
Elsa lent me her SCIENCE PHYSICS TYS to me on monday!
THANKS A WHOLE LOT! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
This post is dedicated to Elsa Nadzirah my Senior!
All the best in getting to the school of your choice!

TAKE CARE!

2009-01-28T19:26:00.002+08:00

so so tired. my wrist are like going to break man!
the books are freakin heavy!

Started off this morning with canteen duty
Ask the league to go up since they were the last and juniors didnt want to ask
When i came to the"blocking-line" thing,
my leader was like " everytime they are the last"

funny, i only saw sf in the morning.
didnt see him after that.
weird. i usually see them at least twice every schooling day
tried to smile at sl but he didnt look at me.
the rest just walked by.
Which is normal since i didnt smile at the whole gang for some time now.
they intimidate me! one giant group of guys...

anyway, i had to do pledge-taking facing a wall
but i guess it was better than yizhen and the others taking the pledge in front of someone sweeping at their feet.
went back to class.
i was so tired in bio class i was half dead for the first half of the lesson: 55 mins.
i was up by the next half after dabbing water under my eyes.

lessons went on...
until the end of the day.
during the last period Aina sabotaged me.
i said Haryani's handwriting was nice not mine
then Aina went "but hayati write faster"
i gave in since there was no harm in writing right...
so i wrote on the whiteboard, aina dictated it to me.
after half, aina nicely asked if i wanted her to take over
i was like "sure"
i read it to her, suddenly rudy called me asking me to move aside.
then i moved.
then he asked aina to write bigger.
She answered "later no space lar, the question is long"
then he kept quite.
then farzanah called me again asking me to move aside.
we completed it.
sat down

copied the question on paper.
shah copied mine since he couldnt see coz he wasnt wearing contacts
went to locker than cca
THE SENIOR NEVER CAME!
haiyo then i taped the thing on my own...
grr...

Went to lot1.
met adik ida on the way.
seriously i feel weird when people have to salam my tangan as though im old.
im not used to it i guess.
it was kindda ironic since i was going to lot1 to get her a b'day present.
anyway, she wanted to come but i didnt let her.
she stopped at south view. to meet her bf i guess. so young...
she asked me if her rother could hav my number.
seventeen. i gave an excuse saying he is too old. lol.
actually i still have feelings for someone else
and my life is complicated enuf man...
with sf and sl and peanut and kacang...haix

went to lot1
my arms ached.
i was carrying the poa, chemistry and bio textbooks.
haix. so penat!
went to gift a name.
i cant believe i spent 7.50.
went to minitoons to get gummies,
im actually eating them right now.
went home.

my house is a mess.
daddy dear is going to thailand for three months.
he is suppose to be packing but is out with my mum=.=
they left the house with clothes in original packaging on the floor. their bed as well.

I suddenly realised i forgot to buy a white file.
dont care lah, tmr i will get.

i better get started on homework...
its never ending!
haiyo. its hard being in 4A seh

2009-01-26T14:58:00.004+08:00

i had hiccups a moment ago.
thank god its stop!

anyway, im suppose to meet naziha but she canceled last minute.
=.= im still in my "go-out" clothes.
meeting Elsa later.
getting the book from her
i feel bad.
dont want to trouble her
she's sick and fajar is on her way to work i guess

in case you are wondering why the Book is so important
the Book is the TEN-YEAR-SERIES I HAVE BEEN GOING CRAZY FOR!

i completed the chem ws yesterday( at least the ones i know)
it was so hard!
I PREFER PURE CHEMISTRY!
Now i like sub physics better than sub chem.
the IRONY! i wanted to totally drop physics.

My chem teacher scares me. I'm not sure why, she just does.

I have 1 more unit of mt to do to finiah my Mother Tongue
i still hav other subjects.

bb, tc

2009-01-23T15:41:00.002+08:00

woke up at 5.30 today
sososososososososo sleepy!

I cant find the FREAKIN' 'O' LEVEL Science PHYSICS TEN-YEAR-SERIES!!
Geram! they are not printing anymore!
ishhhhh
now i have to photocopy someone's tys within three days to get the homework done on time.
sheish!

we decorated our class. i dont think it was as attractive as last year.
I was bumbed.
5B WON!
They were just beside our class man!
haiyo....

At the class party, mr prakash got this "human figure"
it was for bio.
then it put on carmen's qipao.
it was to cover the plastic organs.
it was weird but nice

Anyways, I ate A LOT!

we took a picture as a class.
Mr Prakash asked a guy from neighbouring class to take a photo of us.
then faizzin saw us preparing to take the photo.
he came back with Sulaiman.
They were like "kacau-ing" us
then jia qian said "eh Faizzin, Dont disturb la"
We took 2 pictures and they went away.
I had actually planned to smile at sl tapi im suppose to look into the camera

Played a game then went to the hall.
waited for some time....
Oreno's emeny helped out with the chairs, which was kindda nice of him
It was so squeezy!
the performance was on Chinese New Year
it was suppose to be a celebration for CNY cum Total Defence Day!
What was the point of saying and having "cum Total Defence Day!" if you are not even going to talk about it =.=
i like guns and "military" style. It was 3 hours long you know!
Thank god there was no speech!

Went to bpp after we were realeased.
Fatin accompanied me. wanted to get that physics book.
"march maybe....We dont really know" said the salesguy when i asked when stocks were going to come in.
Fatin bought something. I forgot what.
Saw herman. He was at the "religion" section.
im like "whoe" I tot the bible thing was just a "for-fun" kindda thing

i accompanied fatin back to the junction in front of the plaza.
then walked back to senja lrt since it was closer.
people of west spring went the opposite way.

Anyway, watch step up2 when i got home.
My mum bought it yesterday.
we went to lot1 to find that book.

ok i better wash up.

then get some sleep coz i have religious class at 7

2009-01-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

STUPID MOSQUITO BITES!
SO DAMN ITCHY!

My skin is bad enough with raging hormones causing pimples
& the lack of sleep causing my skin to be dull since the cells are unable to turnover.
NOW THE MOSQUITOS COME!

So freaking itchy seh!
its driving ME CRAZY!

2009-01-20T23:26:00.008+08:00

hahaha
got back our Amaths test:9/40!
i cant believe it i couldnt even pass!

had emaths test. i think i did okay.

today so new.
I FINALLY DROPPED TO COMBINED SCIENCE!
Yay! YAy! YAY!
after WEEKS of contemplating....

i went to 4E for physics.
Mr Fauroni aka Sir is my new Physics teacher
When i went into the class, it was a culture shock.
for a while at least then i got used to it coz it was like sec2.
KACHANG WAS THERE! Sitting there saying "Class stand" lol[:
he is cute.
sir asked us to go down to study room.
4a went first, 5 of us.
We didnt have to take seats from the other room.
but this guy sat in front of me then i couldnt really see.
physics was fun!?surprisingly!
and so class went on...
Had CD after that. we proceeded to the physics lab where the class was doing experiments, practicing for their SPA.
Had recess. Went to first floor to the bookshop but it was closed;(
went to library next
there was a junior class in the room so shah and me waited outside near the dictionaries.
Completed our MT homework.
sir came in.
tested shah on some definitions.
said "you know what, i'll do you a favour. I go toilet first. When i come back, i'll ask you"
my reply "just him or us?"
sir: " him and kaiwen. You still have the first lesson discount" or was it advantage?..
then he went off.
just after Huitian and Tracy came afterwards...
Sir came back and started to test him.
Then said he will ask US at 2.30 later
im like "ALAMAK!"
kaiwen came in then sir started questioning her.
moving on, he questioned all of us.
for some reason i called him conniving.
coz he has that smile
he was like "wow! CONNIVING!"
teachers are not suppose to be THAT smiley!
moving on moving along, we had MT next.
Syu and Fatin was at the locker.
so i said "im in the same class as Kachang"
i repeated a few times but they didnt hear.
went to Mt class. only cikgu there.
Shah helped her buy drinks.
i realised my vocab book was not there then i went out to get it
met syu and fatin again, waiting for doors to open
they said "what you say just now?"
i replied "I'm in the same sub science class as kachang!"
fatin asked ( by this time i had already passed them so i had to turn my head back to talk) "there is only 1 subscience offered what?" ( then i saw SF and Oreno's Emeny kat belakang)
i said goodbye to fatin and syu quickly then headed for the locker.
took out my book then went back.
sf and oreno's emeny had passed
When the bell rang at 3.35
cikgu said " hari ni ade remedial tau"
????
NOBODY told us!
had a 10 minute break.
then back to class.
KITER KENE DENDA!
grr to haryani and AINA!
diorang 2 orang je seh..
anyways, kite kene buat ZAPIN!
asyraf shiok sendiri ah.
HANGAT!
hamizah's face was RED.
ketawer banyak sangat.
im like"???????Huh?"

went up to the sixth floor to help out with the CNY deco.
very flowery this year(:
but im out of ideas. i cant think.

okay, i have to study bio now. its 12.15
my father is going to thailand in a few hours..

2009-01-19T16:47:00.003+08:00

its monday.
i have bio and english homework yet to be completed.

5A and 5B joined 4A, 4B and 4C Social Studies lecture.
it wasnt loud as i thought it would be, i guess we are all preparing for O levels
I swear SF, SL and gang especially oreno's emeny and these new people included in their new cliques hate me.
its like they are judging me every millisecond they see me. Maybe i'm just paranoid. i dont know anymore.
I just finished printing the letter i am gonna give to mrs liau
i was actually gonna drop physics totally and go with pure chem and bio
then i consulted mr prakash and mr loo
and they were like, "its better to take sub science"
mdm hartati said i would just have to work hard on chemistry and bio if i want to totally drop physics
im actually okay with that but getting A1 for sub science after studying pure science for a year would be easier coz i would be competing with people of MY standard
oh, i got 40/100 for that physics test.
Razak is unavailable. it seems no one has his number.

its now 5.15pm. i better shower and do homework.

i still miss peanut. i dont know why. peanut has left. i shud have totally forgotten but peanut keeps playing in my head even when i try my hardest to forget. why why why?
i dont know peanut's results but he seemed okay before i left for mt what.
sigh. i still miss peanut.

2009-01-17T13:44:00.004+08:00

it s been a week since i last posted
been so tired this week..
i keep sleeping at 1+
coz of tests and homework.

So this week, ive been contemplating dropping physics
since Mdm Hartati said Mr Khoo said if i dont intend to do physics in JC than its okay.
I went to JC websites
Most provide H2 Chemistry and Biology
So yea, most probably i will drop physics
as long as i get C6 and below for the class test we just had.
I must say this is hard you know.
Dropping a subject after a year.
Still, i know ill never get A1 for it so might as well i concentrate on subjects im doing better at and get A1s(:

Mr Marcus came to class and said i was selected for AEM
Advance Elective Module: Introduction to Tourism and Hospitality
I felt like withdrawing coz i did AEM in Applications of Forensics Science before
this time 13 ppl so i wont have a bus partner and mosquito going also...
but then i thought this might be my second back-up since im dropping physics
then at madrasah, my friends said they wanted to go for another AEM but couldnt.
so i thought, ok la others want this so it cant be that bad right.

At Madrasah, Hamizah nak tukar kelas!
My solat buddy & gang going to change class!
keseorangan kat hall nanti
i mean, at the back of the class since they're not letting us leave the class to pray with the mosque.
like toot seh. I rather with the masjid imam.
i guess coz ppl have been complaining seeing madrasah budak smoking outside and making lots of noise during the time.
abe budak2 baik kene juga... tak ahchi!

I dont get SL.
SF dah okay ah. he is ignoring me which is good.
coz i never did layan him and dont want to give the wrong impression.
i plan to continue this till the end of the year.
so no heart feeligs SF!
SL smiled at me biler kite bersemuka.
by coincidence, he just got out of class and i just turned from the locker to walk to malay class.
he smiled FIRST!
its contagious, i found myself smiling back.
then biler meet bertemu lagi he looked away.
hello! the only two people at that time=.=
in my heart i was like"???"
so confusing this guy....
then biler dia kene go to the class in between our classes
(shah and me were waiting for nat at the back door of our class which is beside the front door of the class between our classes)
he totally looked away!
i monologed "whatever!"

syu lost her ipod and wallet

2009-01-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

past few days went to polytechnics

Thursday: went to Ngee Ann
it was BORING!
we ended walking in circles.
there were only games.
I only liked the drums.
But all my friends covered their ears, noise pollution to them
yet i the beat of my heart was in rhythm.

Friday: went to Singapore Poly
got 2 goodie bags.lols.. in the heat of the moment
we went to the convention centre i think
asked about psychology and biotechnology.
the biotech lecturer talked as if it was impossible to be a doctor.
all 5 of us agreed.
we got a Jonas Brothers poster.
amira got the last camp rock notebook!
wan zhen would go crazy if she knew

Today: went to Temasek poly
we took an hour and a half to get there!
the moment we went in they were cheering like crazy
then went to see the school of design section
followed by the cca hub
then there was this guy who reminded me of the sec3 pinkie.
especially the way he talked.
it was so cute.
we all laughed after that.
then there was a performance by hosen leong.
a merepek song. still funny.
we went to round a few times.
i went up to the science booth but the moment they started cheering, i went back down the stairs.
the way they are happy are scary!
its like omg!? is this normal?
then we went to have a seat.
which was in front of the map.
a grp of people blocked our way looking at it
they went away.
Right after, i thought i saw penyayi sleeq.
but he walked to fast for me to see properly.
anyway, after he walked far far away,
i said to syu and fatin i tot the guy that just walked past was penyayi sleeq
they were like "penari sleep?"
after saying it a few times baru diorang faham
they we decided to go back to the science booth
and continue even if they cheer, we would be brave.
then we went in and went to the veterniary course booth.
interesting especially when i saw the heart.
i wasnt bloody or anything but icant help it.
i guess thats why i take bio.
Anyway, on the way out i saw red. looked familiar.
they syu waved. so i looked.
so it was them. waved and smile at him back(:
and walked on...
not on the way walkway where there were a ton of people.
we took the quieter route.
took bus 69. alighted at bedok.
we were lost.
took 69 back to temasek poly.
waste money seh.
took out a granola bar from the goodie bag.
i was too hungry.
i would get sick if i dont eat at least two meals a day.
seriously...
anyway,took bus 23 and went to tampines mall. went to the toilet then
went to find food.
spent $7 at burger king.
went to popular, times... they are book-crazy.
after cotton on, syu realised her ipod and wallet were missing.
someone stole it.
coz she never took her ipod out at tampines mall.
called her mum then asked around.
her ic was inside man.
takde kerje lain seh, pick pocket from a secondary school student?
low man...
went home. quiet.

i'm afraid for fatin and syu.
will they get scolded?
fatin ade curfew.
syu lost valuables. kene buat police report pulak.
it ruined the day seh.

-k la.

2009-01-05T19:43:00.002+08:00

penat-nye.
i came home at 5.
already spent 2/3 of my allowance.
shower, pray and took a nap(by accident)
it was 7.30 when i woke up.

anyways, i was an hour late for school.
the class already ended when i came. pe.
it was PURELY by accident.

went for the orientation after assembly.
sf was there. ready to help out...
so i just do my stuff and made no eye contact. yay.

we played games, but were still bored out of our minds
it took too long to give instructions.
we got to play the pico hammer, tornado, earth ball and zero point
we had hip-hop today

in between, fuzzy guy and peanut kecik look at me semacam.
i think they just finish gossiping.

while playin the games, met sl.
ta nak jumpe pun terjumpe jugak.
always been akward and i guess it always will be.

had bio after the orientation
chapter 11.
she told us to revise chapter on diffusion and osmosis again

went home with amelia, venice & friend

syu and fatin dah jalan!
tak baik sak.
they left the locker at 3.40
from 6th floor seh
i went 1 round.
coz i actually saw them.
then gave up when i saw sl.
shit seh.
met amelia and gang then jalan.
kacang was also outside the staff room
together ngan kwn2 dier
how much more eventful kan it get?
burp burp ask me where they were.

got to fajar shopping center and went round for sweets for my lovely juniors
i swear some hate me already

ok bb.

2009-01-04T22:41:00.005+08:00

updating...

nothing happened these past two days.
(thank god!)

tomorrow we have orientation again.
i just finished a conversation with mira.
talked to her then natalia then her again.
i have to be in school at 8.30 for PE
then normal day till 9.30
We accompany them for games.
and go for the last period of the day, bio.
i was actually planing to bathe but sadly
i'd be embarrased by the juniors .
so ill stink when i get to class.

today, i finished revising the bio textbook chap1
yay!
ill start on chapter 2 tomorrow. the cell.

My parents are in Mustafa Centre to buy mineral water.

My younger brother is listening to his mp3 player.

My elder siblings are out.

and im in the hall with this computer in front of me.

i'm scared tomorrow so thats y i asked syu to wait for me at the locker.
its not fun when you are the only sec4 class on level 6. its unfair.
lets just hope there wont be too many akward moments.
we'll see how it goes.
---

i just read a touching email.
i actually cried. its so touching...

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.

She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'
The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son.
She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair.
'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes.
The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.' Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending m ost of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult.

It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said : 'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ? Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

i dont believe anybody saw god or giving my body away after death but the story is still touching.

ok its past 11. i better pack my bag.

cya

2009-01-02T14:17:00.003+08:00

soso tired
i got 1g1
so quiet
Han Qi couldnt excite them.
he was better off with 1g2
as for Yee Ling, she was better off with 1g1 i think
mixed up

overall, they are shy.

before i met the sec1s
i went to the 6th floor with weilin.
saw my new class.
the resource room.
but i paid for my locker today...

thats okay.
the locker would be personal...

anyways, im pooped.
tired lah.
bye

2008-12-31T10:52:00.004+08:00

hi.
just updating
school starts tomorrow.

sigh.

i have not completed my homework.

still,

New Year Resolutions:

1.I would like to have 9A1s and promise to work harder this year.
my plan goes:

+Bring spray filled with cold water and let people spray me if I sleep during lesson.

+Study for 1-2hours after completing homework.
No computer till then.

+Do assessment books on Sundays.

I will try my best to stick to it.
now all i have to get is that spray....

2. Forget about peanut & kacang!
I have been distracted by them.
I had nothing for them in sec1 and i did pretty well.
hence, to achieve my goal of success
i will try to forget them.

3. I hope to have more friends as compared to the past years.
As some might know, I have been mysterious this year.
Not even my class knows me well even after a year.
I want to smile more & open up better;)
please help me in this part.

4. Eat & Sleep more:D

Next, Word of the day
Rakish: (adjective) dashing but slightly disreputable

2008-12-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

ARGH! DAMN its SUNDAY!

i dont know how to do homework!

die die die

& no shoes.
i was reminded of the shoes because of syu and aina coz they blogged about theirs!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i will go to school with old shoes.
which are actually still nice.lol
but a little worn out.

i haven even started revising bio!
& physics tests are coming up!
oh dear oh dear oh dear!

ok nvm. i will play computer games for 2 hrs since i didnt use the comp yesterday.
haha.

b

26th

2008-12-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

hello

had no time to use the comp these few days.

I completed half my homework.
but still lots more, coz i always get tired of doing one then move on.
so all incomplete,
except english. ALL COMPLETED!

haiz, its the 26th.
one more week till school reopens

Amira called just now.
she said i was suppose to come for a meeting last tuesday.
but i didnt know-.=

next one is on 30th.
12noon.

i made pancakes this morning!
half of it was black;D
but it tasted alright.
the other half were golden-brown.Success!
hahaks, fun..

a while ago, my brother went kaplop!
he said he was dizzy.
i think he is sick coz he was sweaty...

No word of the day coz i didnt do any homework.

i hope someone can help me with my math.
i cant remember anything!

my brain has gone mellow.

help.
------

boisterous

2008-12-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

8 days left.
how sad
ive not even completed my english!
1 more summary left.
& math & poa ws.
i guess ill sleep late today.

but nvm
ill work things thru....

i'm bored, no mood to study

Word of the day
Boisterous: (adj) cheerfully noisy and rough

and cya

9 days left

2008-12-22T18:57:00.006+08:00

its 22 december!
9 days till school officially starts!
argh
homework!

i did a little bit of english just now.
one compre and 3 summaries left!

then i was annoyed with my sis playing her psp.
after trying to concentrate i decided to list what i have to do for the 9 remaining days.

monday(22 dec)
-Complete English Comprehension

tuesday(23 dec)
-Complete Mathematics Worksheets
-Complete POA worksheets

Wednesday(24 dec)
-Complete POA 'N' and 'O' level paper.

Thursday(25dec)
-Start Physics Holiday Assignments.

Friday(26 dec)
-Go Jogging in the morning
-Complete Physics Holiday Assignment

Saturday(27 dec)
-Revise Biology

Sunday(28 dec)
-Revise Biology

Monday(29 dec)
-Do biology TYS

Tuesday(30dec)
-Use Computer
-Get a day-planner

Wednesday(1Jan)
-Use Computer
-Pack for School

and thats that.
while doing english, i found a new word.

Word of the Day
Hubbub: (noun) a confused noise of voices

-bb

bpp, jogging

2008-12-21T08:45:00.003+08:00

Good Morning!
Went out with my mom yesterday.
At Fajar station, i thought i saw hadi?
surrounded by girls ;D
Anyways, i didnt say hi coz i wasn't sure...
then as i walked pass him, i saw Isabel!
in hot pink!
i was surprised coz i didn't expect to see her.
then we exchange "hi"s.
had a small awkward moment.
so on the way up, i texted her.
then she said she was going to keith's party.
happy belated birthday keith(:

Went to bpp.
returned my overdue books & went to popular to buy clear wrappers.

We headed for long john silvers.
Surprisingly, there were lots of empty seats.
Usually there would be lots of people there.
i'm guessing its coz they no longer have the cheap combo anymore.
the fries looked somewhat old but tasted alright.
& the chicken tasted better than the fish.
i usually love the fish.
so that was a shock.
i saw kak nabilah working there.
didn't say hi though coz i dont think she saw me.
she seemed busy working(:

Went to watsons and guardian and fairprice looking for chocolates
but the ones my mom wanted were not available.
so we settled with twisties.

at fajar again, i heard someone calling my name.
so i looked back and saw Syu & her mom so i waved.
i guess my mom didnt notice coz she didnt stop at all.

already in bed, my sis came into the room & asked for the battery charger.
i said NO
she didnt keep it properly the last time even when i specifically told her to.
then she switched off my fan on purpose
her reason: her charger was three-pinned.
i'm not that stupid!
there was an adapter and there were slots available but she chose to switch off my fan
and remove the adapter.
i couldnt be bothered to get up anymore.
when my dad came in to check, i simply asked him to open the window for me.
i fell asleep pretty fast compared to the past few weeks.
i woke up at 7 when my mom's alarm clock in the other room went off.
then went jogging at segar.

and now im here, after checking e-mails.

cya.

Savvy Girl, The Plague

2008-12-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

In the morning, everything was alright.
i didnt sleep at all.
when the alarm rang, i was like "oh shit!"
it was 6.30
i couldnt fall asleep at night.
so i looked up at the night sky and saw stars twinkling beautifully.
you can see them clearly at around 4.45 i think
if u live near fajar that is.

so i got ready.
it was 7.15 and again i went "oh shit!"
i was suppose to be in school at 7.30
how am i suppose to get to school in 15 mins...
so i texted mira on the way to school saying ill be late.
When i arrived, the student councilors were still at the canteen
safe to say i wasnt really that late.

After that wendy, natalia, jiaqian, mira and me handled the mini registration at the canteen.
people suddenly started coming in in big groups at around 8 to 9.
this time, the girls are taller than the guys.
the guys are like little dudes. some look innocent, some are potential mat and ah beng, some even look as if the have attitude problems.
The teacher who sat beside me agreed with me on this.
oh and this batch of upcoming sec1s have twins.
jolene and janice.

so i went home at around 10.30.
mr poon said "close shop"
so i put the leftovers on one table and terry collected them.
the senior looked our way, i think we looked desperate to get home
because we were already carrying our bags.
i gave the sketch i made of wendy to wendy. it was kind of distorted.
i wanted to draw may but she left before i could get started with her facial features.
i drew it while chewing on the burger given to us.

so we walked pass the other councillors
and they looked puzzled.
it was one whole hour earlier than expected.
but the got the memo and went to the canteen, i guess..
anyways, we left pretty early.

when i went home
my sis was using the computer....
i went to my bedroom, rested for a while.
my mom and brother came home with prata.
while my mom was eating and my sis was taking food,
i asked my sis if i could borrow her clothes, a black top that she rarely uses anymore.
and you should have looked at her face, scrunched up then rolled her eyes.
obvious answer: NO
wth!
and i HAVE to lend her my stuff!
Ergh. the IRONY!

then i went to bed.
i was tired. (duh)

when i woke up my brother was using the computer.
so i said to him that i wanted to use it.
i had been for hours but that stubborn boy continued using it.
imagine i said to use it at seven.
then it continued on till 9.45.
i went to have a shower.
at about 10.05, i stood there beside him
FOR TOOTING 15 mins.
then i raised my voice.
he raised his.
and my mom came out from her room.

then asked me why i raised my voice.
kind of obvious really.!

he stopped using the computer after my mom asked him to.
i was already in my room.

then she came into the room and asked me to use the computer.
in that tone....
the frustrated ticket.

haiz.
and so now im using the computer.

i wanted to write a little book review before i return my books to the library.

Title: Savvy Girl
Author: Lynn Messina

This book is about Chrissy Gibbons and her life as an intern at Savvy Magazine.
At the beginning of the day, she was nervous and very self-conscious. It is more on fashion.

Lois, the boss, had announced the savvy girl competition where the winner gets to write a column for the magazine.

As the story went on, she finds herself befriended by Jessica Cordera.
Jessica is the fashion editor of Savvy, and soon she is going to glamorous parties.
After her first party, Graham( lily's friend) helps her find her way to the train platform.
She was then invited to another party.
Again, she ditched her best friend lily just to make it to the party.

Lights & Glamour.

it goes on about her tactics for this guy named michael davies.
she said " i'll take a kiss" casually...
and they kissed.
then she invited him to a few more events
and he turned out to be using her just to get to these events.
to get him into these events she called Elton Valley, the person who adds names to lists, by pretending to be Jessica.

and then there's lily's drama, her parents are getting divorced.
her father cheated on her mother with his secretary in her 50s
then cheated on the secretary with the paralegal who was in her 20s.
Her mother suddenly tries to have a mother-daughter time which freaked her out.

okay so in the end, chrissy won the competition by reflecting herself and what she has done. ditched her friend, make-out with strangers, and ruin her mentor's confidence.
happy ending.

Title: My side of the story, The Plague
Author: Philip Wooderson

It is about the plague that swept London in 1665.
In this book, there are two perspectives, Rachel & Robert.
They are cousins.

i suddenly lost the mood to write..........

but nevermind, overall
both are good books but can be draggy at times.

sc sec1 reg meeting

2008-12-17T15:02:00.003+08:00

alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i'm so hungry!
my stomach was doing stunts in the morning
feels like a somersault.

then thank god the teacher gave me chocolate to eat!

When amira came, she gave me hers.
Before that she gave me this "relationship cheque"
i was like huh?
then i finally got it.
i told her to flip to the last page and she looked worried
"is it about me?" she said
i laughed and said no .
she flipped to the last page of hand-outs,
and i quote "expected" lol
close pals know why.

After the 1-hr meeting, i went to the toilet!
coz like i said my stomach was doing somersaults
it followed with cartwheels
when i came back we had to filing.
it was alright but ppl kept getting the total number of completed files messed up.
358 files could turn up 388? lol
that was the biggest difference.
everyone else went home soon after.

(: &after reading seveenteen magazine, i went for a shower.
then i kind of overdid cleansing my face.
it became dry!
so thats why, i'm naming today
Moisturize Your Skin Day!
i moisturized my skin with moisturizer.
Unilever's Hazeline's Snow! YAY(Claps)
lols?

ok so then i switched on the computer
Checked my mail, upgraded my Messenger and logged on to my friendster account.
New Comments, people wishing me happy birthday!
I know who Hui Cheng is! at least i have an idea.
i'm thinking one of the netballers.
Oh and there's Rashid.
I have absolutely no idea who he is.
Pictures are way too vague for me to recognize...
but that's alright, he's graduating anyway
so most probably i'll never know[:

And now im blogging!

signing out(: lol

Happy Birthday ME

2008-12-15T19:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday ME!

yea, i'm fifteen!

the day started off early as i had to apply for an IC.
we were out of the house by 7.45am.
we had to take lrt to petir than 960 to bugis.
i thought i saw sf in the bus and i didnt have my specs on so i cant confirm.

I LOST MY SPECS!

haiz. so sad....
anyways, i kept tipping everytime the bus jerked.
it was embarrassing!
After a while i got used to the "ways of the bus"(thank god!)

We took the train to lavender station and got swapt by people and their broshures.
I went to the toilet for touch-ups then i took a photo(:
Next, we went to receive our queue numbers.
Not long after, i went to counter number 19!
The person was nice(: haha.

I will be receiving my IC from school.

We walked out and took the train back to bugis.
In bugis i had breakfast at KFC.
nice twister thing and i tried the waffles too.
the maple syrup packaging was cool.
it like squeezes out.
the lady cleaning was like not even waiting for my mum to finish her food.
so evil! she was literally in front of us with her had on the plate thing.

Anyway, we took the next bus to petir.
less people(:
went home, changed then slept.
coz i slept at 4am, and woke up at 6.30am!
i was tired.
my next and shoulders hurt for some reason.
i think i slept in the wrong position.

okay, had a good day today.

2008-12-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 3 today, AGAIN!

i wonder why. my mind is like set to wake up at 3?

anyway, read savvy then watched tv.
for some reason i dont have the mood to study.
Hopefully i have some tonite.
ill open the windows to smell the fresh air
& hopefully i can do my homework.
i still have tons to do so i so so hope it works

IT TWO MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!

oh and twilight is like PG
the radio lied to me! lol, i heard it was NC16
but at least now i dont have to worry bout not being able to watch it(:

erm okay. its not an interesting day
but well its the holidays right...

bb

make-up

2008-12-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

heyo!
i couldnt sleep last night.
i fell asleep past six in the morning.
how i know?
well, i smelt something burning so i woke up to check
the clock showed it was 6am
after walking around the house and asking my sister is she smelt it too
i told my mum
she checked all the plugs and stuff
in the end we concluded that it must have come from outside or something
then went back to bed at 6.10am.
woke up today at 3.30 even though i set two alarm clocks to wake me up
somehow i managed to ignore the wake up calls..
bottom line, i have a cold coz i didnt get enuf sleep.
grr

lol(:
i didnt do much today,
just read a few pages of the library book i borrowed "savvygirl"
its a good read.
3/4 more of the book to go.

then i put on make-up to test for the look that is suitable for my ic photo
i realized the make-up i put on was not photogenic.
i tested. it made my eyes look small.
but looks good in person

& so i have decided to just dab some pressed powder on my face and curl my lashes
for the all natural look(:

i have cleansed my face now.

k bb

emotional

2008-12-12T01:35:00.002+08:00

3 more days to my birthday!xP

today was emotional for some reason.
i cried just because my little brother wont let me use the vcd player
how stupid is that

then when i took the soccer ball to my room
my big brother's friend must have thought i'm a psycho.
i know he could hear me bouncing the ball off the wall.

it was loud.

a soccer ball...

that bounces off the wall....

Anyway, i locked myself in my room till like 8
then my mum( in the living room) texted me.
"Hannah montana"
lol, i came out to watch it.
?

After a while i found tears rolling down my cheek.
its because my father disturbed me
then he took a photo of me
I WAS PISSED!
i was in NO mood to have my photo taken!
like duh! it was kind of obvious

he apologize within the next hour
and everything was okay again

i think ill use the comp till 2.30 today.

then ill study chemistry, hopefully complete the homework.

bye

2008-12-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

oh hoho(:

i didnt do much today coz i woke up at 4plus!
i slept at 4 plus yesterday coz i couldnt sleep.
Today i watched tv, showered and did some physics.
n thats about it i guess.

ok thats that. b

2008-12-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

Had Physics today.

was until 12.
Husnaini didnt turn up coz she was sick
so i just went with mira
it was ok.
i managed not to sleep
which is a big achievement if you actually know me.
anyway, so far i understand what has been going on
claps**

--
while studying at home,
syu texted me out of the blue.
she said she was bored out of her mind.
so i suggested to go out on the 18.
then she asked who lega-s was.
so i asked her to guess.
guess1: soccer players.
my reply:as if i know soccer players
guess2: sl and sf!
my reply: finally!

then we talked about slapping
and i kindly offered to bring my blusher in case it happens
(for a more natural look)xD

then she invited me to go the library
and i said no. because i was studying.

We said our goodbyes(:
--

i fell asleep after that and here i am now, awake.
i completed half my physics worksheets that were given today
which, again, is a big achievement if you know who i actually am.

erm, thats the end
cya

2008-12-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

didnt have time to blog yesterday coz my house was host to "tahlil"
so we had to clean up the house and stuff
woke up that day with people screaming.
Angry vibe.
till after a while when we completed the cleaning.

nothing much, just the usual.
but this 15-yr-old kissed the hand(salam like to older people) my lil bro who is THREE years younger
it was shocking when we found out his real age.
lmao.

so that was yesterday.

and today, i watched tv all day.
and ate yesterday's leftovers.
my mum cooked more than 3.6litres of chicken rice
can u believe that!
there was so much left over.

anyways, i finally figured out how to solve the second layer of the rubik's cube
tada!third layer left.
ill figure it out when i feel like it.

Lauren was online
if you are wondering who she is,
thats a picture of lauren by the sentosa beach!

anyways, she's in florence now, italy.
there going back to australia this saturday.
they were suppose to go to india but due to recent events(terrorist attacks) there, they decided to cancel the trip there.

its almost ten and i have physics tomorrow.
hope i can revise my chapters in time for Olevels.sigh

bb

The Computer is all mine!

2008-12-05T10:30:00.003+08:00

heyo!
its 10 30 in the morning and the computer is all mine for a day!
My lil bro is exhausted from using the comp till 3 or 4 in the morning.
& my elder siblings either have school or work today!
&so the computer is all mine baby!
(after much waiting time)
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!;Dlols

so hear i am once again.

lets talk about food shall we,
my mum cooked CHICKEN RICE AGAIN!
shes been experimenting.
now by using brown rice xP
i wonder how it would taste.

Speaking of food, i want CANDY!
lots and lots of sweets
today, i want fruitips!
em yum.(imaginary)

anyways,i have nothing much to say at the moment coz nothing has really happened today
ill just edit some stuff on this blog.

cya!

Cleaning my room

2008-12-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hello blog?

I finally cleaned my space!
as in my shelf and my side of the room.
I found my old stuff(:
which brings back memories!

Its the invitation for Dayna's birthday party at McDonald's! Then down below,
Written by Fee during year 1.
I miss those nicknames....
& not forgetting our year 1 Literature book
The infamous one: The Pearl!
Here's my Kelly doll my sis game me as a birthday present
In Year 2, i made this drawing of kc.
haha, i must say i tot this person was kind of cute in Sec2!xP
& dont worry, i've "moved on" lols.
As evidence, i have shown the picture(duh)
Next is another literature book
Animal Farm!
my school made a musical out of this book
since most students have already or will be going to read it soon enough.
For year 3, (this year)
i found my OBS cert and the photo of batutta! my group!
i guess i will miss these camps since i will be sec4 next year,
SENIOR year! lols. O level! OMG!
haha, but right now,
I MISS MY LONG HAIR!
its a bigger version of the OBS group photo!
can u believe how long my hair was in July?
Imagine if id kept it.
my hair would be comparable to Husnaini's.

and now with my "short", layered hair,
i promise not to cut it anymore until i graduate
except to trim off the extra layered part.

Okay its 930!
have to do other stuff.
my sis wants to use the comp at 10.
rush rush.

bye!